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GUYS I FINISHED SCHOOL!! yall know what thats means 

i really want to write again. since i've decided that i was going to start over on color theory i've been thinking about ALL my zanvis and zene fanfics that i've started. im thinking about making a publication that will house all of the ideas/pilot chapters of fanfics i have in my mind so that you guys can decide which ones you want me to work on first so that i can make up for being away for so long! <3 
          I thank you all for being so understanding with me. i have exactly 4 weeks until school is done. i am in the final stretch of finals and packing and graduation. then once im home,  hopefully i'll have some down time to write before i have to find a job T^T

im not abandoning wattpad, but my health and finals are really taking over my life atm. i havent written in awhile bc of these things and i miss it dearly, but everything is so much rn. just an update. im not leaving wattpad! 

guys.. i apologize greatly for what im about to say. ive been doing some thinking and ive decided to unpublish color theory while i do some major changes to it. i dont like the direction, it doesnt have any fluff or positive slice of life elements, it feels like its mostly angst. i may not even decide to change anything, but i want to finish it completely before i republish it. that being said, im going to finish it but its all about timing. i have a whole week for spring break starting this weekend. im going home to chill so there is a possibility ill work on it. but midterms are coming up, then finals, then i graduate. so we will see. 
          but ive also been working on other ideas for different fanfics for zene and zanvis. im still a writer, im not leaving wattpad or not finishing color theory, i just need some time to adjust it and focus on getting my college degree T^T 

in my universe of all zanvis fanfics, feb 29th is Zane's birthday. so happy birthday to Zane Alister Ro'Meave!! (43 in current color theory, 28/29 in mystreet)
          and happy canonical birthday to junkrat 
          :33 yippee

I was thinking about the truth regarding Zane and Spencer's identities. Since D (Travis's demon) was actually okay-ish with waiting to tell her, maybe the big moment is D finally standing up to Maze and explaining the trauma they lived through in Colors. It would show Maze that the secret wasn't a betrayal, but a (misguided) act of love to keep her safe from the trauma of their past.

color theory readers, i desperately need your help!! ive been in this deep pit of darkness that is writers block for about 2 or more weeks now. i am basically asking for someone to chat with me and give me ideas to get past this chapter im stuck on, bc i can see the end of the story in the far-ish distance and i need to finish this book! this writers block is stopping me from writing projects but also projects outside of writing bc all i can think about is my zanvis universe, but then getting stuck when i try to work on it. i have no friends, & no friends in the aphmau universe like myself anymore. 
          i am recruiting someone willing to talk with me on discord about this section, or the rest of the book. you would have to be okay with spoilers. i will share the google doc link of the drafts with you. of course this is unfortunately volunteered work. i am a broke college student i cant offer you anything but maybe art and or a shout out on wattpad for helping me. but im not asking for full editing help, just plot ideas so i hope you understand. 
          im doing this bc as an art student i believe in talking with real humans over ai for creative ideas. AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY I WANT THIS STORY DONE!! 

hi all! this is for my Color Theory readers. ive been looking over my original plot notes and they arent lining up w how i wrote it of course. so i need help!! 
          1) i would love suggestions for some things that can happen to get from where we are now to the end of the story. feel free to leave suggestions of things you would want to read about/to happen. 
          
          2) there needs to be a very big dramatic moment to make the conclusion more powerful and emotional. but i dont want it to feel TOO dramatic/fake/mirroring Colors too much. so does the audience want subtle dramatic or crazy dramatic like the events that happened in Colors??

when i think my fanfics are cringe, i am reminded how 'classic fanfic' coded drama box stories are and im not sure if it makes me feel better or want to lean into the classic fanfic stereotypes more lolol

i realize i post these a lot. but i announce with great sorrow that i am going back to school saturday. i can’t promise anything about updates. i try to post 1-3 chapters at a time bc i know the gaps between chapters have been very long. i WANT to say my first week back will be chill, so updates might be faster. but im also a senior entering my last semester of college and i really need to stay on top of everything. on the bright side, my notebook is at school so maybe ill stay on track and get it finished quicker! 
          i hope these last few chapters have been somewhat decent and dont feel rushed. im trying to add some elements of plot twists and mystery.  
          thank u for being so patient & still supporting me. i tend to work on one fanfic at a time not to cause confusion for myself. i do have other zanvis and zene plots and early chapters written out but im just waiting until i finish color theory. & atm i dont think in doing a 3rd book in the color series.