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hey all of my zanvis readers. i am so sorry about slow updates... i've been applying to jobs for months so that is taking a lot of my free time, AND i've been getting turned down from said jobs or not getting responses at all which is very discouraging and depressing. updates will be slow for a bit, as i've hit another road block for "Offline". i have some time today that i will be working on it but i can't promise i'll have a lot of updates for it. if you have any ideas for things you'd like to read about, i'd love the feedback! 
          thanks everyone. 
          -worm

i keep seeing a ss of wattpad terms about banning any nsfw content that is sexual or arousing so if any of my fanfics get taken down i guess im moving to ao3? :(  luckily i write everything on google docs first so i have backups if this does happen 

made the mistake of listening to my colors/color theory song playlist while I was doing some chores and now im kicking myself for ruining color theory. it still has a hold on me like no other story. ahhh

bad news: im taking a break from color theory so i dont get burnt out on writing. 
          good news: im working on a new zanvis story. i posted the rough draft chapter in my pilots publication. ive come up with a title since then and im currently working on a quick, kinda silly low effort cover so i can publish the first few chapters very soon. probably as soon as sometime tomorrow or the next day?? 
          be on the lookout for “offline | zanvis” posting 7/13-7/14 !!! 
          
          love you all, 
          -worm 

i know i've asked before but would anyone be interested in chatting with me on discord and possibly reading my google doc of Color Theory as i rewrite it? i've been struggling a lot with keeping on track of my plot and honestly i'm changing some of the chapters quite a bit. it would help a lot if i had someone to talk to about this and get a fresh set of eyes on my chapter drafts and ideas/direction i'm thinking the story should go in. you wouldn't have to do this often since i need to find a job and ik we all have lives, but every once in awhile would be very helpful. and it would only be for color theory UNLESS you wanted to read my other stuff before it goes out as well. 
          please lmk if you are interested i can give you my discord!

GUYS I FINISHED SCHOOL!! yall know what thats means 

i really want to write again. since i've decided that i was going to start over on color theory i've been thinking about ALL my zanvis and zene fanfics that i've started. im thinking about making a publication that will house all of the ideas/pilot chapters of fanfics i have in my mind so that you guys can decide which ones you want me to work on first so that i can make up for being away for so long! <3 
          I thank you all for being so understanding with me. i have exactly 4 weeks until school is done. i am in the final stretch of finals and packing and graduation. then once im home,  hopefully i'll have some down time to write before i have to find a job T^T

im not abandoning wattpad, but my health and finals are really taking over my life atm. i havent written in awhile bc of these things and i miss it dearly, but everything is so much rn. just an update. im not leaving wattpad! 

guys.. i apologize greatly for what im about to say. ive been doing some thinking and ive decided to unpublish color theory while i do some major changes to it. i dont like the direction, it doesnt have any fluff or positive slice of life elements, it feels like its mostly angst. i may not even decide to change anything, but i want to finish it completely before i republish it. that being said, im going to finish it but its all about timing. i have a whole week for spring break starting this weekend. im going home to chill so there is a possibility ill work on it. but midterms are coming up, then finals, then i graduate. so we will see. 
          but ive also been working on other ideas for different fanfics for zene and zanvis. im still a writer, im not leaving wattpad or not finishing color theory, i just need some time to adjust it and focus on getting my college degree T^T 

in my universe of all zanvis fanfics, feb 29th is Zane's birthday. so happy birthday to Zane Alister Ro'Meave!! (43 in current color theory, 28/29 in mystreet)
          and happy canonical birthday to junkrat 
          :33 yippee