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what’s up, i’m still a fan of a lotta stuff, but i’m back bitches and my writing is completely different now lol. i’ve got stuff in the works that are way more developed and well rounded than any of my unfinished stuff. 

You own a horse right? I just want to talk to someone that have a chance to anderstand me... My horse is really nice when I'm riding him, but  When I try to lung him and do a Canter, he is great on the right side, and on the left side, he suprised me yesterday with a HUGE Buck, and it was really funny, and i don't even know why...

Happy New Years! 2017 is gonna be a bitch to me because at the start of it I ruined a nice pair of boots when I sank down to my calves in mud, then proceeded to almost get frostbite on my feet (thank god for hot water buckets). Anyhow I'll see if I can get my schedule a little bit easier so I can write again! 
          
          ~ Fanda-chan out 

Tbh im hating school a lot rn cause it's taking up my wattpad time so I can only check my notifications every once in a while and I'm dyinggggggggggg D:

If I made a new fanfiction (I know I need to finish EVERYTHING ELSE but I have a really good concept) which anime should it be from?
          
          List of animes:
          Moribito: Gaurdian of the Spirit
          Magi
          Seven Deadly Sins
          Free!
          Naruto
          Hunter X Hunter
          Haikyu
          Kuroko no basuke
          
          Please someone help me chose which anime I should make this fanfic on (its gonna revolve around death and the afterlife sooo)
          
          Arigatō~
          
          -Fanda-chan

OMG I JUST GOT A LAPTOP IM SO HAPPY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT HAVE TO ERITE OFF OF MY PHONE ANYMOREE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I just held my dog as she died that is not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I want her back I just want to hold her again and kiss her forehead again I'm not okay please help me

Hey guys I might be off of Wattpad (or drowning myself in it) because
          
          ○ I just found out that we need to put my dog down because if we kept her alive she would be so doped up on medication and just face more and more vet visits that she wouldn't have a life (she has diabetes and pancreatitus (however you spell that)) 
          
          I'm actually about to go see her now before they do the deed (I'm sobbing as I write this).
          
          ● I also just found out that one of my horses has a problem in his neck and there's a high probability that we will not be able to show him again.
          
          ○ I'm taking my other horse to Youth Nationals and I'm hoping that I won't be a fucking mess.
          
          ● And last but not least, because if the first two factors my depression has come back full force. This is just a really hard time for me and I honestly have no idea what to do anymore.
          
          Thank you for reading, and I'll see you all later.

Reading 'The Red Mist' by @MidnightPilots AGAIN because ScReW mY hEaRt

Does anyone know any really good depressing Naruto or Fairy Tail fics? Actually any anime really, I'm in the mood to feel terrible