Shan_sky

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Aki and I are still classmates in our sophomore. I still adore her secretly.
          
           One time, we're both committee in school organization. We are busy designing and arranging props in different booths.
          
          Aki noticed how tired I am. She turned to me and wiped my face.
          
          "Dont you have any hanky Lex? You're perspiring. I guess you should sit and take a break first. Id be the one to finish all these stuff."
          
          I met her eyes. Is it really concern I saw in her eyes? Is it true what Iloisa's thinking that perhaps Aki likes me too?
          
          "Ha? No, I will help until this is done. It isnt right to let you in this after I volunteered."

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Part 2
          
          Oh ayan, alam mo na. (Now you know) Mula first year pa lang tayo ay minahal na kita. At alam ko ang hirap. ( I have loved you since first year and it sooo hard. ) . Abot na abot kita pero hindi matutupad ang pangarap kong mahalin mo ako romantically. Kaya naiinitindihan kita sa feelings mo for Aquila." 
             (Youre just within my reach but my hope for u to love me romantically isnt possible. Thats why I understand your feelings towards Aquila.)
          
          Nabigla ako sa pinag-tapat ni Iloisa. ( I was shocked by Iloisa's revelation.)
          
          "Lex, next sem ay sa probinsya na ako mag-aaral. Kaya hinayaan ko na rin malaman mo ang nararamdaman ko para sa 'yo. Sana lang, magkalakas ka na ng loob para sa sarili mo."
             (Lex, next sem Il be studying at my province. Thats why Im letting you know my true feelings for you. I just hope youll have the courage too...its for urself.)
          
          Iniwasan ako ni Iloisa sa mga sumunod na linggo bago magfinals. Lahat ng sinabi niya ay umuukit sa diwa ko. Hindi madaling magmahal na ang mahal mo ay may mahal ng iba diba?
             (Iloisa avoided me the following week before finals. All words shed said etched in my head. It isnt easy to love somebody when that somebody is loving someone.)
          

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Lexie!!!" Iloisa shouted my name, she's my bestfriend.
          
          "Lexie wait!!" She repeated. I walked as fast as I could but Loisa was still able to ran after me. She grabbed my arm.
          
          "Lexie please, im so sorry. I just did the act to help you."
          
          "It didnt help anyway. How am I going to deal with it? Now Aki knows that I have a crush on her. It was a secret! You know it!"
          
          "Eh it is obvious that she likes you too. You just dont see it but everyone around us sees it."
          
          " She has a boyfriend okay? And this  crush will soon pass. Just dont mind me."
          
          "Look Lex, we didnt say that you like her. It was an indirect joke so I guess she didnt notice the teasing. Besides, she is aware that youre entertaining her cousin Lyrr as your suitor." 
          
          "Kahit na, ayokong magka-ilangan kami." ( Eventhough, I dont want to feel any uneasiness between us)
          
          "Sorry na. Nakikita ko kasing baon na baon ka na dyan sa nararamdaman mo sa kanya. Bes, alam kong hindi lang crush yan. Inlove ka na kay Aki, or better mahal mo na siya."
          ( Im sorry. I just notice how hard it is for you in keeping that simple crush on her. Bes, - *bestfriend*, i know its not a crush anymore, youre inlove with Aki, or better....you love her.)
              
          
          "Bakit ganyan ang concern mo sa akin?" ( Why do you have that such concern with me?)
          
          "Dahil mahal kita Lexie. ( Because I love you Lexie. I want you to be happy. 
          
          Ayokong nakikita kang lugmok. ( I dont wanna see you that down. ) Ako, gusto kong ipaglaban ang pagmamahal ko sa 'yo kahit alam kong hanggang kaibigan lang talaga turing mo sa kin."
             (Me....i want to fight my love for you though you see me even just a friend.)
          
          
          "Loisa...."