fangirlfantasizes
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Yes, I'm alive
And I just wanted to apologize, to almost everyone who has followed me really.
The reason why I deactivated my account was because I simply was lazy.
I was selfish, I didn't really care about writing and my duties in general, I just wanted fame. So, when things got too out of hand for me, I deactivated this account.
Pretty BS of me, am I right?
I was dumb. I was a kid who constantly thought that if people liked me then I'd be satisfied. Turns out there's a price, hah.
But I can tell you, I'm growing, really.
I am now in another account and has kept a low profile for the time being. I started reading real books with plots, not some contest. I met new friends, and I've learnt that writing is more than just a story. That I'd have to study it too.
How I did "improve," that's another story. Something that involves my mental state.
No, I'm not deleting this account. Too much precious memories. I'll log on from time to time though.
But all that aside, thank you to everyone!! Wow, I can finally get this off my chest. I know some of you will be angry at me, I'll try talking. I don't guarantee anything. There's still that stupid scared part of me. Sorry.
lexiechans
@fangirlfantasizing You shouldn't apologize, only you know how you feel and don't need to give any explanations.
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