Caspian

Can believe it's only been about 2 years because fan fiction started to consume me. 

Time to fall down the deep hole of fan fiction again

Hey if anybody from ages like 13-16 wanna talk I'm down. I'm 14 btw 

Don't you just fucking hate it when your told to do something then yelled at for doing what you were told. 

Know what it's sucks being in love with your best friend. Especially when you both go to the same same school. You see them every single day. You talk to them every single day. Depends on the person but I hug my best friend every single day. I've kissed them on the cheek before, and we have the platonic "I love you"'s. It sucks. Because when I say it I mean it in the sense of that I want to be able to be called hers. But I know when she says it it's just a platonic one. Nothing to it. We used to date but then she broke it off. All because she had feelings for someone else. But damn I wish she hadnt. She's so pretty and she's absolutely amazing. I hug her so much because I get high just off her scent. and since she is one of my best friend I support her when she has a crush or gets broken up with. And sadly she'll never know how truly I feel. So in conclusion, love is pointless and leaves me sitting alone crying and miserable in my room. 

Sometimes I think about something in class*that i probably 10000% should be thinking about* and then I'm just like fuck. What if mind readers are real? Also we had a class discussion during school about "pda" And my grade made fun of that discussion. But also about the cameras and how they can see the stuff in detail that we're do on our phones or in general and I'm just like "fuck.....i may not watch porn but goddamn it-the stuff that I read could be considered porn" So like thats cool. 

For any comment somebody may have followed me because. I'm sorry. 

I just had a thirty minute conversation with one of my friends on wheater or not Mario has eyebrows before we both remembered we have phones. Note-this was over text because I don't leave my house for anything but food and school. 

Shoutout to my first ever story on Wattpad "The Mute Malfoy" By @HalfBloodHemmings that I just recently reread and realized the author has more books of fandoms i sacrificed my social life and just soul in general for. 

Since I'm a lonely peice of s does anybody wanna be my friend?