fantazbantanie

          	
          	
          	" I'm the one I should love in this world
          	나를 빛나게 하는 나의 소중한 영혼 
          	마침내 깨달았어 그래서 나는 나를 사랑해
          	Not so perfect but so beautiful
          	I'm the one I should love " ❤️
          	
          	Why is epiphany so beautiful ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ

dreamybantanie

@fantazbantanie it surely is ❤╥﹏╥
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dreamybantanie

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YOU PROBABLY WON'T READ THIS BUT LET ME SAY IT HERE. CAUSE YEAH YOU WONT READ AND TEASE ME ABOUT BEING EMO. 
          
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, HELI. LIKE SO MUCH. I LITERALLY SIT DOWN TO THINK WHAT IN THE WORLD I DID TO DESERVE YOU? TO BE SO LUCKY? 
          
          PLEASE I HAD ONLY YOU FOR THESE YEARS AND THATS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE. EVEN THOUGH WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SHIT. I KNOW WE LOVE EACH OTHER AND THAT COMES ABOVE ALL. 
          
          IF I EVER GET POSSESSIVE FOR YOU, PLEASE KNOW THAT IT'S ONLY FOR YOU AND FORGIVE ME. I NEVER EVEN GET JEALOUS. YOU KNOW THAT. 
          
          BEBE MY LOVE GOR YOU IS OVERFLOWING, I MISSING YOU TOO MUCH THESE DAYS. PLEASE WE TALKED ON CALL LIKE TWO DAYS AGO, HASN'T IT BEEN SO LONG? WE DIDN'T EVEN TEXT TODAY. YOU BETTER RESPOND TO ME RN
          
          I LOVE YOH SO MUCH MY SOUL MATE. 
          
          MY ONE AND ONLY ❤✌✨

fantazbantanie

          
          
          " I'm the one I should love in this world
          나를 빛나게 하는 나의 소중한 영혼 
          마침내 깨달았어 그래서 나는 나를 사랑해
          Not so perfect but so beautiful
          I'm the one I should love " ❤️
          
          Why is epiphany so beautiful ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ

dreamybantanie

@fantazbantanie it surely is ❤╥﹏╥
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fantazbantanie

Heyy lovelies : )
          I hope everyone's doing well ..cause it's exam season going on and ik it's tough 
          (〒﹏〒)
          Idk why , I just wanted to pin down this comment cause a lot of wild thoughts are wandering across my mind rn . I feel it's a very low phase of my life , but ik it's just my shortcomings to blame here . A lot of people around u might be saying - Don't worry , You'll make it ' but you know where u stand ... There's always a thin line b/w - ' I have the ability to do it | I'm actually doing it '
          The most tough thing I feel , is actually putting your heart in doing the task 
          Procastination is definitely you're worst enemy, who ties up hopes for the unseen . Till a huge extent our life revolves around the question " What if ? " . So after all the regrets , choas and anxiety I decided to come up with a conclusion.
          I have my exams in a month ( ya that feels scary right there ) and I have been given a last opportunity by life ( Ya life does not stop here , but things will definitely become a lot tougher ) . So rather than walking away , I'm going to try harder . I have to detangle all the threads and spark some vision to the blurry future I see ahead.
          
          I just can't sleep with my dreams yet another day , I gotta wake up and chase them ! They say , it's never too late .. But once u have realised don't delay it ~ nobody can save u from the disaster ahead.
          So I hope , when I come back here to reflect upon what's written here , I've probably acheived something in life.
          Till then byeee : ) 
          Hope this can provide a kickstart to anyone who's struggling . Love u all ❤️

fantazbantanie

@fantazbantanie  Aee thanks a lot ! Ya ofc , after being with u all these years I tried to write something and I ssly don't care about how it turned out , cause it's all from my heart ❤️
            (☆▽☆)
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dreamybantanie

@fantazbantanie I just saw this rn... I don't know what to say.. This is so true and relatable.. I can't help but appreciate how well you have expressed your thoughts
            
            I am here for you.. We have always been together through thick and thin and it's never going to change
            
            I won't give you any comfort advice because I know how terrible it feels when people do that.. Rather than making things better saying that screw things up
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