farbki_akwalerowe

me: *a closet non-binary bisex afab*
          
          the president of my country: begone you LGBT ideology, you neo-bolshevizm 

Thank you so so much for voting for “Healer, Reaper”!! <333

> post about how shitty you and your problems were treated
          > say no one should act this way
          > wattpad says its offensive
          > profit?
          > no profit.

Im suicidal. 
          Im, probably, CHaD. 
          Im starving myself. 
          My biggest recent achievement was to eat 3 meals a day for about 2 or 3 weeks. Ive friends who want to change world just a bit. 
          They try to make ppl with problems like mine, maybe worse, know where to look for help and who to ask for it.
          They try making ppl accept their mental problems.
          So i try to support them by sharing their work. 
          And then there are ppl who know nothing about my problems. 
          Who did not, do not and will never do care about my wellbeing. 
          They see all this posts and they think they know if and what problems i have even though they ignored me for months when i just tried to smalltalk. When i just tried to hold a normal conversation. When i did not beg for mercy, for help or atention. 
          They see a sad post, they think i want to kill myself or they recall someone else killing themselves and they try to use me as some sort of shitty material to wipe their guilty feelings off. 
          "Just fuck off, do not use me nor my feelings to make yourselves feel better" that's what i want to scream but then again, i try to act low-key and not do any drama.
          
          It makes you feel pathetic when ppl use you like this. 
          When you have problems you dont need pity. All you need is a good doc helping you out and a few friends supporting you. Giving a shit to rid off current/ future should be strictly forbidden.

:3