over the years, wattpad has changed a ton. for some people, for the good and for some, it was for the bad. i was one of those people who were affected negatively and i needed some time to focus on me. i'm really sorry i disappointed you and anyone else who has been following me for quite some time but i'm not going to push myself to do something on a site i do not enjoy anymore. but i am tentatively back testing the waters and seeing if i can find happiness on here again. thanks for understanding.