@fatnuggslov another experience I've gone through! We're really similar I see. In 7th grade I started questioning if I was female, and I still do. Sometimes I really feel like I'm a boy, and if I could go back and somehow change my birth gender I would. I think I'm panromantic-asexual, but I'm still not sure for gender. I'm still using she/her but so think about being a boy sometimes. Unfortunately I don't have much advice because I'm still figuring it out myself, but even if you aren't yet comfortable telling people your real identity, I would suggest just being yourself. I know it sounds really cringe, and over used but try and dress the way you want ans so the things you like, despite gender. It might be hard and I don't know what to tell you as of your identity and pronouns, but I really hope you figure it out. Even if your parents aren't, there are people who will be there for you. Hope you are doing well.