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If your Alice is a bunny or smth, then I think my Alice is a hare—a cute but unsettling hare

I’m watching Sterling point now, Im on the first episode and second in—i was so surprised they were using “Maggots for Brains” as their first needledrop

bro i wrote a long reply to your post and it didn’t even like go on there

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          rant time because sometimes i feel like such a twisted person with the way i write stories. i’m currently working on my sterling point fic and i feel so cruel for what i’m putting these characters through. it’s made me wonder what other writers’ limits are, because obviously everyone has a point where certain topics become too much or just aren’t something they’re comfortable writing about.
          
          mine seems to be very hurt/comfort focused, especially when it comes to mental health. those sorts of struggles have been prevalent enough around me throughout my life that i think i naturally end up exploring them through my characters, but somehow actually sitting down and writing a character going through them hits me so much harder??? i don’t know if it’s because there’s a familiarity to some of it, or because i get way too emotionally attached to my own characters.
          
          i think the morbid part for me is how willing i am to actually write about these things. mental health, death, grief, trauma, or even putting a child character in a situation where they get hurt or witness something awful. i never want any of it to come across like i’m romanticizing those subjects, because that’s the complete opposite of what i’m trying to do, but then i sit there and realize that i’m still the person choosing to write it. like why did my brain decide THIS was the story we needed to tell???
          
          i think that’s why i’m so curious about other writers and where their limits are. do they ever write something really dark or upsetting and suddenly become hyperaware that they willingly came up with it??? because sometimes i’ll be writing and have this moment of “jesus christ,” even though the entire reason i’m exploring it is because i care about how those experiences affect the characters afterward.
          
          anyways.

girl I probably did mention my gravity falls oc x canon book on your board but that message is not there but I just realized my oc looks like curly haired Lottie Matthews from Yellow Jackets except she's Cuban-american and younger than Lottie (respectfully she's twelve)

I was just wondering if you're still gonna continue the oneshots for Devil's Eyes but just focusing on Little Miss Perfect or if you're just completely done with it or something

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          the song 'outro' by M83 never fails to make my gag reflex lock up. every time i hear an inch of the sound im certain i'm going to vomit just from hearing it, thats how visceral of a reaction that song brings me..

The day Mama Fawn updates will be the best early Christmas gift ever and I will start locking in at school

hi when i open ur oona fic the quotes are there but the actual writing is absent like i can’t see any word it’s just blank.is it only me?it’s not like that in other fics

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          i'm starting to get towards the finalish chapters of little miss perfect, meaning once it's all done i can start releasing the chapters guys!!