inactive

!!poppin onto the dead to say that i'm currently working on a new gawsten fic on my (now) main
          
          !!if you need more gawsten, it's here folks
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/245396160

I completely agree with your description. Where’s 2021 at when you need it?

i've come to the conclusion since i don't like writing band stuff anymore, and i don't exactly want to delete my works since people still seem to like them for some reason, but it just would be too chaotic if i made new works alongside my current ones, i'm just gonna turn this account (mostly) inactive.
          
          i hate that i ever found comfort in a large amount of followers, and looking back it caused me some serious problems. like, it's just a number of people, it shouldn't be super important (not saying you guys are unimportant, cuz u aren't) and i shouldn't base my self worth around it. a while ago, i realized this and at this point, wattpad makes me kind of sick considering the kinds of people here, and i'm just done with it. if you don't like me, feel free to unfollow, it won't affect me any. 
          
          if you do happen to like me or my writing for some reason, you can find me under the handle, @/youlookridiculous, and i'll probably follow you back, idk. 
          
          **I WILL CHECK IN ON THIS ACCOUNT SOMETIMES**
          
          on that account, the people i care most for i'm already following and are already following me, so i'm happy. just let it be known, the content on my second account will be different than the content on this account, if i write anything new at all (i've had some ideas in mind for a while). i just wanna start new and fresh without any negativity or enemies which lets be real, i've had a few of already.
          
          anyways, it's been fun, angering, depressing and absolutely ecstatic. account finally inactive. 

weirdo.

active whos she

imagine staying active couldn't be me

so the other night i had a dream about baby dora the explora almost getting killed by a kraken but you're not prepared for that story 

i got wished a happy birthday by my little siblings boyfriend a total of 12 times today and he's gonna keep saying it until he reaches 16 this man-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
          TO U
          TO U TO U
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
          TO U TO U
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JUUUUUUU
          TO JU T JU
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
          TO U TO U

i officially have enough band shirts so i don't have to wear regular shirts anymore