@febgelie
hello, Two Worlds Apart Chapter 20 is now updated! Finally had the courage to write again after three months. I hope y'all are still there. I love you all : )))
@Ms_krestella im not sure yettt but I'm trying to comeback xd. sabihin mga joke na yan kapag nakabalik na me
hello, mga baby ko!
i hope everyone is doing fine. if not, i hope u find the courage to get up and get things done. eat that meal waiting for u on the table, drink that coffee in your mug, walk that path to your favorite park, read that book you've put down, breathe and live a little. after all, small progress is still progress. u don't have to do something grand everyday. always remember that surviving is an achievement. proud na proud ako sa inyo :)
a little backstory before i start my long message (which i suddenly had the urge to write). before creating my wattpad fb writing account, i had a personal fan account that existed for years.
honestly, i had no plans on coming back — both to my fb and wattpad writing account. i dreaded opening my social media accounts (aside from my real ones.) it was suffocating, torturing, and outright excruciatingly painful. months ago, every time i logged in to my social media accounts, traumatic experiences and brutal emotions surged like wildfire. it was like i was trapped in a world full of knives. it was killing me. and so, i did what most people wouldn't dare to: i left. i did more than just taking a break — i disappeared. completely. where no one from my virtual life could access me.
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@febgelie hi bebe ko! imissyouuu!!!! i really hope na you are doing well rn. andito lang kami palagi for you. we are so so so proud of you, oki? mwamwa iloveyou!
@febgelie for years, i have been a walking sunshine, mending hearts i didn't break, healing wounds i didn't cause, giving hope to people i never hurt, and shining my warm light to those in the dark. and in the process of saving people, i gradually lost myself. i always made sure everyone was okay, without realizing i was the one who wasn't. i failed to check up on myself because i was too busy checking up on others. whenever some of u drop by on my message board and ask how i am doing (which i am so grateful for because it adds light to my life), i always say the same seemingly rehearsed line — “still coping.” it was the truth. when i said was coping, i wasn't just coping with something shallow. i was coping with piled up traumas and years of unresolved issues. i was coping with a situation that almost cost me my sanity. so this disappearance of mine wasn't a want, but a necessity. it gave me something valuable. something i have always dreamt of. something i craved for years — peace. and why am i sharing all of these? simple. because i want to tell u a lesson i have learned while i was away. ayos lang ang mawala. magpahinga. huminga. at mapag-isa. okay lang kung gusto mo munang magsarili at unahin ang sarili mo. it's fine to shut the world for a while. to be selfish, vulnerable, and true. most important, as cliche as it may sound: it's okay not to be okay. take your time to heal. basta wag kakalimutang mabuhay pa rin. and once you're finally ready, go and get that spark back. to everyone of u fighting your silent battles, i hope for sunshine to finally reach you. i will pray for your healing. dahil sa lahat ng iniwan ko, kayo ang pinili kong balikan. mahal ko kayo! love, febgelie ♡
hi feb baby koooo. how are u?? i hope u're doing fine:). i miss u so much(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
alam mo ba birth month ko na next month
sana may gift ka sa akin HAHAHAH emee
i'm praying for u febbie ko, always remember that we're here, waiting for u. just take ur time to enjoy every moment of ur life and don't pressure urself always ha.
i really really miss u so much(ᗒᗩᗕ) sana makabalik ka na someday(･ัω･ั)
@mnemasynelle i miss u so much and i love u ! your messages are highly appreciated, baby ko. it makes me excited to open my watty account. i hope u are doing fine! when's your exact bday, baby? para magreet kitaaa po! labyuuu
i miss youuu
Araw-araw kitang na mimiss baby ko huhuhu
@mnemasynelle thank u for the kind words, my baby! you truly make the world a better place by being in it. dw when the pain finally disappears and i am ready to comeback, ikaw at ang dalawang cof natin ang unang makakaalam. for sure God is always guiding an angel like u. thank u for taking the time to still message me. mahal kita nang sobra. mahal kita palagi <3
@mnemasynelle i really really miss u so muchieee, i hope na kahit nasaan ka man ngayon, God always guide you. iduuno what happened to u darling but always remember din na i am always here to wait for u, madami kaming naghihintay sa'yo, and i am proud of you darling ko dito na lang us talaga nagkakausap huhu
@mnemasynelle i miss u too, baby : ((( di ko pa talaga kayang bumalik for some grave reasons. basta always remember na i am proud of u :)
Miss you ate Feb, miss ko na mga jokes mo
-inkrestelle (I changed my name na ಥ‿ಥ)
@febgelie We'll be waiting for you ate, take care always and stay safe ♡ love you too <3
@Ms_krestella miss u too, stelle! : ((( let's catch up once i get back. for the meantime, pagtiisan mo na muna mga corny jokes ko na maaalala mo lmaooo. love u! stay safe and happy. wishing u all the good things this world has to offer. may your heart stay happy and blessed : )
Hi feeble ko!!! I miss u so much
@mnemasynelle if only you know how much I long for your presence ang dami kong gusto na i rant sayo but too bad di ka nakakabalik just take your time lang darling, we will wait for you, I love u febbie namin!!
@mnemasynelle gonna catch up with u once everything's okay, rory baby! miss ko kayo so much. longing for the day we can talk again : ))) i love u! i hope u are doing fine. if u r not, please always remember that somewhere out there someone's wishing u well. i am that someone, rory. please stay happy and healthy. mahal kita. mahal ko kayo
hello, guys! i published a new story entitled "TBH Lang." A short epistolary about two hearts gradually falling in love. Clean boy × jejemon girl trope. Really had fun writing this kaya sana mag-enjoy rin kayo!
From joke time to a written love story hehe. I love you, guys!
Forever grateful,
Febgelie
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hi, guys ! idunno kung sino pero may silent reader ang dream found within. whoever you are, i love u po ! thank you for giving Zahara and Stell's story a shot : )
hi, guys ! idunno kung sino pero may silent reader ang dream found within. whoever you are, i love u po ! thank you for giving Zahara and Stell's story a shot : )