hey!
it’s been a while. yeah I’m the author who wrote that 1,2,3 and me, and I kind of cringe when I read what I’ve wrote when I was depressed and alone and going through a relationship issue that summer.
I wanna start writing here again, but based on a story about *me* because I want to get parts of my life out there that people should know about. I won’t be writing any more Gorillaz fanfics and here’s why.
I got married last year, and my life has turned upside down (in a good way). And now I just can’t imagine how I used to be, even thought it wasn’t too long ago. I’m happy, no doubt, but I feel like a part of me is unstable because of the dramatic change.
Getting married at 19 isn’t easy, especially when you’ve been emotionally suppressed to act like you’re 15. But that’s why I want to get it out there, people should know the ugly parts of life, and the beauty miracles can give you. Hope, positivity, and how the journey to those things are a relationship you need to make with yourself.
I hope your guys are alright, I just wanted to update you on what’s been going on, I’m very happy to see all the engagement on my story though! but I’d never read through my silly cringe again,, hehe