so...yesterday i got the news that two of my friends passed away in an accident. i've been in shock and im really struggling to cope, plus i have a lot on my plate right now what with junior year and aps and general poor mental health. because of all of this, i can't really update right now. i'm really sorry to let you guys down; i promised to update a few weeks ago but never did and now this happened and i don't know when i'll be able to post next. it might be a while cuz i'm trying to figure out how best to cope with everything i'm feeling. just wanted to let you all know
