feetygren

Hello everyone! How are you guys? Hoping you guys okay. I just wanted to inform you about this new thoughts of mine haha. I don't know if it is going to be a story or whut but it will surely purely lists of thoughts. Yeah, I am planning to publish a thing starting on the 1st week of January 2025 and estimated to end on the last week of the same year. Hoping you guys like it and please make this as a secret cz it is all about my thoughts. You'll probably know what's in my mind.

feetygren

Hello everyone! How are you guys? Hoping you guys okay. I just wanted to inform you about this new thoughts of mine haha. I don't know if it is going to be a story or whut but it will surely purely lists of thoughts. Yeah, I am planning to publish a thing starting on the 1st week of January 2025 and estimated to end on the last week of the same year. Hoping you guys like it and please make this as a secret cz it is all about my thoughts. You'll probably know what's in my mind.

feetygren

He always says goodbye to almost everyone or everything.  He always thinks that things will fade away in an instant. 
          
          Right there, a man, in a neutral fabric, sitting in one place observing people with those laughs, chikas, enjoying foods together while walking into the unknown. 
          
          "This is what they called lonely," he said, pertaining to a deep ocean of emotions inside of him.
          
          He doesn't even believe in a long term and saying goodbye in a first meet was very good idea for him. The trauma poking him every time he's with others. Shaken scared and almost losing his breath. He even distance himself, pretends looking for a dust in a sand. 
          
          "It was always nice that the story started when I met you. But I am just afraid to not surviving from the climax cz I was a victim of lovely prologue but a tragedy one," he said, leaving a note written on a stone and walked away.

feetygren

"She's just being...who she is." 
          
          New places, new people, and new feelings. That's what my body recognized once I entered that blue gate. Once I started my few steps, here they are, I was in the middle of the blurry crowd. 
          
          "Starting over again weighed tons in my back and it's like my emotionally invested got bankrupt." 

feetygren

"I think, I was the happiest woman in the world that day."
          
          I was just sitting on the side facing those people that I didn't know but my heart does. My heart was freezing that day for some reason that I did not expect but it started to melt when your shadow that I used to love, my favourite, my calmness, and my motivation comes up. That day, it was like a slow motion captured by my eyes while you were walking in front of me going to the right side. That beat of my heart was so very painful and it hurt my whole body. It reminds me of all my memories of the same scenario where I have to risk just to follow you and to know what you're doing. Where just a little girl following her crush. I wished to see you again but this one is unexpected and you've never changed. You're still the one I met, 5 years ago. 
          
          "I was badly in love."
          

feetygren

"I almost forgot to love myself but you came into my life and gave me not just love but hope for what you've promised, appreciation for what I can, forgiveness, dream, peacefulness, enjoyment, and motivation without any single PAIN. In return, I'll do your willed."