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i once again checked the football score with no uncertainty in my mind that we'd got what we deserved and had lost the game. somehow we keep winning games now. how tf are we in the semi finals. we're not good at playing football. drc should've knocked us out

getting exactly the grade you thought you would in exams is kinda underwhelming ngl. like am i proud i got a very middling 2.1? yes. actually all things considered that's very good. however, i kinda saw that coming so....
          anyway, gonna lock in and try to get a first next year

reread heartstopper vol 1-5 and read vol 6 earlier and now i need to read solitaire bc i fear i want whatever tori and michael have going on

i love when my doctors talk to each other and me and it turns out there was a very simple solution to a misunderstanding they've bounced me around between people instead of just doing 2 seconds of talking.
          somehow cuba seem to have a better healthcare system than the uk despite being under a blockade and decades of sanctions but i'm expected to believe socialism doesn't work

made the grave mistake of contacting my gp using my home address (where i am rn. i don't want people to send letters anywhere) instead of my uni address (a place i will not be again til october) so they didn't even check if they had a patient with my name and were like "we're in [redacted]. contact your actual gp surgery". so i sent the same message with a different address. i hope they enjoy that lol.
          i am so mad at the nhs rn. i've never been so desperate for a blood test. please take my blood.

probably shouldn't be getting excited that he's the only person who consistently likes the reels i send in a huge group chat
          quite frankly if this is a sign he likes me, it's a pretty cursed way of flirting

i am very confused by my career prospects

ferrari getting their drivers to read fanfic descriptions for content is a little odd and generally goes against rpf etiquette. i do wonder how versed in fanfic the people whose idea it was are

god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers and sometimes that is trying to decide whether to accept what is arguably an offer for your dream job
          
          also being told you'd be a cursed couple with the person you like. this gives me slight faith that no one has picked up on my blatant crush however the only person who actually commented on this matter is dense af

me and the guy I like got described as, if we were dating, "the most cursed couple" that could exist