During the past eight years, I stopped working on my writing, which I am super passionate about. I had hoped that someday I would be able to uncover that inspiration again. This morning (Feb. 04, 2025), I didn't know what came over me, but I decided to download Wattpad again. I couldn't open my account, so I made another one. I checked my old works and found that there is room for improvement, that there are more chances I could have done it better. I am not proud of myself. I feel disappointed with how my skills have become shallow and insubstantial from the readers' point of view."