hey, it's mayu. funnily enough, i'm still keeping up with this whole "max out the letter cap on my wattpad bio every year" thing. maybe this one will be less self-deprecating, but i don't know. let's see where this shaky train ride takes me.

i got into kpop recently, near the end of 2017. and now i don't listen to western music anymore. how's that for character development, eh?

i don't game as often as i used to, considering i had my igs last year and didn't have the time. i lost passion for drawing, but i guess i still do it, occasionally. it is quite fun sometimes.

i still hate myself, just not in as fiery a way as it was last year, or the years before that. i guess i'm numb to the feeling now. this kind of thing doesn't hurt as much down the road, i guess. you gauge how good or bad that is.

i haven't fallen in love for almost a year now, which may sound depressing, but it's for the best. not sure if i can take any more beating, no matter whether i'm the one hurting or doing the hurting. people keep telling me i'm lying when i say i don't have a crush, which is a very high schooler-esque thing to do, but they'll grow up and realise how dumb that statement is someday.

i graduated high school at the sweet age of not-quite-dancing-queen-yet, which is, indeed, early in this damned country. or maybe our system is damned. who knows? certainly not me. if you're going to ask where i'm going for college, my default and only answer is "i don't know". no prying for answers here, i'm not very proud of it myself. take that however you want.

i'm generally a boring person, so it's no surprise if i say i ran out of things to say. there isn't any indication or motivation for me to actually max out the cap this year. maybe i'll try again next year.

see you around?