kai :33

if you like tokio hotel come i wanna kiss you

I hate how I get so emotional during new years... all the memories of the past year go thru my head and I just start crying cause it gets me too sensitive. I cant control it. I cry every single new years.
          I thought it'd change when I grow up but nuh uh I'm still a cry baby as I was, still crying every single midnight.
          also what idk... pains me? even more is that my best friend ain't answering rn. ik he's celebrating with his friends and that we will call tmrw so that he can tell me everything about it but man I miss him, I wish he'd text me at least just a "happy new year, I'll text ya when I wake up <3" or sum :') 

happy new year guys 

posted new one shot! hope you guys like it even tho it's a bit heavy :) 

nanowrimo is doooone i wrote around 34k words. even tho the challenge is to write 50k, my point was to stop procrastinating my novel and write everyday. that's what I did! I wrote every day and I'm proud of it :) 

I'm going crazy I'll acc commit 4rson or sum 

I'm lowk scared to post this one shot on wattpad like I feel like its too much NDISJSI

I ain't going to school tmrw and I started writing a hyunlix smut one shot, be ready babes :3

wp logged me out my heart STOPPED 

how do I manage to hurt myself w my own writing 
          "I was born in God's hug, but I wish to die in yours" LIKE GIRL WHO TF HURT YOU???
          plus I got an idea for that today mid a fucking class??????? +