felshanjin

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I WILL ONLY COME BACK WHEN THIS MONSTER—MY FATHER—IS FINALLY OUT OF OUR LIVES. WHETHER HE ENDS UP IN PRISON OR JUST LEAVES US ALONE, I JUST WANT HIM GONE SO MY SIBLINGS AND I CAN FINALLY BREATHE. I HOPE SOMEONE HEARS ME. I HOPE THIS ENDS SOON.
          	FOR NOW, ALL I CAN DO IS STAY STRONG, STAND UP FOR THEM, AND FACE THE PERSON WHO TRIGGERS ME EVERY SINGLE DAY. I JUST WANT THIS TO BE OVER. I JUST WANT PEACE. I JUST WANT TO WRITE AGAIN WITHOUT FEAR. THIS MAKES ME FEEL SICK. HE'S EVEN TALKING SHIT TO ME NOW.

LBeoebkkaitri

@ felshanjin  You're really strong, the strongest person I've ever known. Don't worry everything will get better soon. And we'll always support you. Love you ❤️❤️❤️
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Nikix_0

@felshanjin you're so strong, it'll be good just wait a little longer. Life is something that exam us, it gives us shitty moments, but later it's getting better. Just fight for your siblings and stay strong for them, you are the whole world for them
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Seungmopuppyy

@felshanjin life*
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felshanjin

this message may be offensive 
I WILL ONLY COME BACK WHEN THIS MONSTER—MY FATHER—IS FINALLY OUT OF OUR LIVES. WHETHER HE ENDS UP IN PRISON OR JUST LEAVES US ALONE, I JUST WANT HIM GONE SO MY SIBLINGS AND I CAN FINALLY BREATHE. I HOPE SOMEONE HEARS ME. I HOPE THIS ENDS SOON.
          FOR NOW, ALL I CAN DO IS STAY STRONG, STAND UP FOR THEM, AND FACE THE PERSON WHO TRIGGERS ME EVERY SINGLE DAY. I JUST WANT THIS TO BE OVER. I JUST WANT PEACE. I JUST WANT TO WRITE AGAIN WITHOUT FEAR. THIS MAKES ME FEEL SICK. HE'S EVEN TALKING SHIT TO ME NOW.

LBeoebkkaitri

@ felshanjin  You're really strong, the strongest person I've ever known. Don't worry everything will get better soon. And we'll always support you. Love you ❤️❤️❤️
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Nikix_0

@felshanjin you're so strong, it'll be good just wait a little longer. Life is something that exam us, it gives us shitty moments, but later it's getting better. Just fight for your siblings and stay strong for them, you are the whole world for them
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Seungmopuppyy

@felshanjin life*
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felshanjin

I WANT TO DISAPPEAR AGAIN I'M SORRY

Jasongraceisbest

@felshanjin don't worry we're here for you
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felshanjin

@felshanjin My life is living hell
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Nikix_0

@felshanjin what happen? You can tell us whatever it is, don't worry
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felshanjin

I miss you guys so much!

soulsofangels

HII OMGGG YOURE FINALLY BACKK HOW ARE U??
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Lee_thinks_lee_know

@felshanjin I MISSED YOU TOO
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felshanjin

@Nikix_0 ELLOO! It was nice to hear from u again!
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felshanjin

Goodbye for now
          I'll be leaving Wattpad for a while to focus on my life and safety. My stories are unpublished, but I hope to return when brighter days come. Thank you for all your love and support.
          
          — with love, Felixshanjin

Asteria_Rocks

@felshanjin Bye, We'll miss you, I can wait for you to come back, feel better <3
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Tux101

@felshanjin be safe we’ll miss you
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felixlovels

take care love <33 we'll miss you very much
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felshanjin

Floating into the void for a bit, besties. If you see me out here vibing, no you didn't. Life's got hands and I forgot to duck (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)

Youngbokky

@Seungminsbestslut YEAH WELL FIGHT THEM FOR U
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Seungminsbestslut

I  WILL FIGHT THEM FOR YOU
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soulsofangels

NOO don’t let them get u!
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IKYKLK143

OMG I ADORE YOUR BOOKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
          
          WHENS THE NEXT CHAPTERRRR :)

felshanjin

@IKYKLK143 I will ❤️‍
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IKYKLK143

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@felshanjin you wont dissapoint usss
            
            
            plus
            
            
            you can always edit whenever!!
            
            
            
            hope youu feel better tho :)
            
            
            
            if it makes you feel better, my most read book is utter shit :)
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felshanjin

@IKYKLK143 cause like sometimes i don't make sense which i do every time but like i don't want to disappoint u guys which maybe i already did UGH HOW DO I ESCAPE THIS
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felshanjin

I haven't updated in so long (I think?), I feel like such a bad author ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ Should I just delete my account? I don't even feel like writing anymore, noooooooo ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

felshanjin

I love you guys, I'll update in future
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aurora_light75

@felshanjin please noooo we love your books author take your time .. we will wait ❤️
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soulsofangels

NOO author don’tt! you r one of my fav authors and i love your writing style! don’t think bad of yourself :c
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felshanjin

Wanna be part of my new Felix x SKZ AU? 
          
          Drop your name or nickname if you want in! Bonus points if you tell me a bit about your personality, so I can make your character fit perfectly. 
          
          Story sneak peek:
          Sunshine vs. Seven Delinquents – Felix transfers to a new school… and immediately befriends the seven most feared delinquents. Armed with bento boxes, compliments, and doodles, he refuses to be intimidated. Soon, the toughest boys are carrying his books, panicking over paper cuts, and secretly falling for the sunshine who won’t back down. (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
          
          YES THIS IS LIKE The Sunshine Menace & His Seven Mafia Besties !! Your favorite!! 
          
          Working with @Star_light_0789

Cashemere_Kuro

Hello!!!
            
            Nickname:Kuro
            Personality:Sass queen who's mentally stable 100% (not), and loves cats! 
            
            I love your books so much! Me abd my bestie do too! 
            
            Bestie name: Asteria
             (Their user is Asteria_Rocks i think you follow us both)
            Personality: Bad B, but loves pastels and cat like me. AND SKZ ALWAYS with some other groups.
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felshanjin

Okie, you're added since i haven't finalized it. You're so tall ?? Woahh
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skzbookbitch143

@felshanjin HELLOOOOOOOOO
            
            name: Samaira (pronounced suh-my-ruh)
            nickname: Sammy
            personality: loud, extraverted, bigback, bigbrain, clumsy asf, funny, random, goofy, cheerful, rly hard to piss off but if u manage to piss me off u should run away, bookworm, dirty minded, artistic, understanding, friendly, talkative, lazy, not a procrastinator, loves mercilessly criticizing ppl, loyal
            physical characteristics (if u want): light almond skin color according to google, long dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, glasses, dimples, no braces, long painted nails, lots of jewelry and preppy/cute clothes, always has a hair accessory, height is 5'10, umm.... idk what else
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