femalestyles

went to a carnival tonight and felt like Aven brooks (im engaged and not in the mafia) 

femalestyles

exsanguinate update tonight + stunt update tomorrow (?)

runner1013

@femalestyles  I NEED TO CATCH UP AGH
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femalestyles

@omystylesx this is my weekly reminder that i WILL catch up on Matilda and that ily 
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omystylesx

this feels similar to Christmas morning 
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femalestyles

I’ve had a love/hate relationship with wattpad and writing in general lately. i think one risk of posting on a site like this is as a writer, you start to rely on engagement as a measure of your work. obviously, i am so grateful for any attention any of my work has received, but i often have to remind myself that i started posting here because i genuinely love writing and i love creating storylines. i think i lose myself in the numbers, and start to have self-doubt, which is silly because i didn’t start posting with the goal of “recognition”. it’s also hard for me to read other stories while working on my own because i often find myself comparing, which i already struggle with on my own. it’s such a convoluted way of thinking because on one hand, i am SO SO SO happy for every creator on here (especially smaller ones). it’s a brave and risky thing to post your work and subject yourself to public opinion, and i want to celebrate all of you for doing so! you deserve the recognition! on the uglier side, i find myself thinking what i could be doing better—and it’s such a delicate, complex rabbit-hole way of thinking. anyway, these are just my internal thoughts that correlate to a lack of updates and lack of engagement (from my end). i love this special little corner of the internet, this is such an amazing community and you are all so cherished. thank you from the bottom of my heart for offering a safe space for so many people to pour their heart out <33

femalestyles

@Savvayah_G thank u for sharing!! know that your work is appreciated and what matters most is that you enjoy the art that you’re creating!! 
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Savvayah_G

I felt this so much. I feel like this all the time and it gives me the worse anxiety. Especially how insecure I am offline it exacerbates things for sure. But somehow I’m still here writing and I am forever grateful for those that support my work. They have no idea how much it means to me for us tiny-creators.
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femalestyles

@zaynsmicrophonestand Ive missed you, baby <3333 thank you for you kind words, i always appreciate what you have to say!
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yanagreenauthor

Hello dear reader! 
          Just uploaded a new Harry Styles fanfic, it would mean a lot if you could give it a try...
          
          "She thought it was just another therapy session but it was all it took to became the one who needed saving. When a young woman confesses to her psychologist that she was kidnapped by a dangerous trafficking group it lead to a story full of twists, danger and forbidden desire, because falling for the enemy? Never in a million years by Yana Green."