𝓪ngel 𝓮yes

༻ @hyrded  ❪❦❫
            
            *  the papers that laid in front of her were mystifying to read,  and the information in them difficult to consume. 
            
            ‘bianca is gone?’  megan thought,  shocked by the news.  and,  a little saddened.
            
            when a death occurs, it’s normal to feel like you’re in shock, deeply saddened, or even numb.  how did it feel possible for all these feelings to impact her at once?*  “she was my patient for years…how could this happen?  she was getting better.”  *she mumbled very hushed like to herself,  blinking hard a few times and rescanning the paper as if it were an item of her imagination.  but the evidence was there.  then,  she’d suddenly switch to compose herself once the other individual in the room spoke.  she took a deep breath, straightened herself in her office chair and pushed her glasses to her nose.  megan looked up to the reaper, trying to wear a more professional face.*  “if an individual cares for someone and then has to let them go,  it tends to have an impact.  that impact shows itself in different forms in every separate person.  in my case,  i’m a little shocked and i feel…”  *she raised her hands from her lap to give some kind of expression,  but they fell to her lap shortly after in defeat,  followed by a heavy sigh.*  “guilty,  even a little confused.  now what you said was true,  sir,  however…”  *she pulled herself closer to her desk and propped her elbows up, using her right hand to point her index finger towards the reaper.*  “facts have never stopped anyone from feeling one thing,  even if faced with the reality of  ‘there was nothing you could’ve done,  you tried your best.’”  *the doctor looked down towards the floor,  feeling defeated by the blow that was delivered in the form of an obituary.*
            
            /  TERRIBLY SORRY FOR THE EPICALLY LATE REPLY!  december has been a more stressful and demanding month than anticipated!  i swear i will attempt to be active more!

⠀the reaper’s stare lingered, void of words, a blank expression clouding his features before it  twisted, faintly, into curiosity. his head  tilted, a subtle motion, granting her a swift once over.          “i do not understand you.”     his voice broke the silence after a beat, low and measured, his gaze drifting to quietly study her once more.

༻  @hyrded  ❪❦❫
            
            “of course i know that…  it doesn’t mean that i can’t feel the way i do about it.”

༻  @orsaint  ❪❦❫
            
            “you’ve said enough.  if you say more, both of us are going to be in deeper  /shit/  then we’re already in.”

༻  @orsaint  ❪❦❫
            
            “yes it has been.  you were the one who said you wanted to talk, and i’ve been waiting since 9am like you said.”  *megan’s arms crossed over her chest as she leaned back in her seat, a visible look of irritation on her face.*  “what took so long?”

༻  @orsaint  ❪❦❫
            
            *impatiently, megan shoved some necessary items into her purse, annoyed with herself for being late for a meeting.  it’s unlikely for her to be late to anything—  she’s always fifteen minutes or more early to work or meetings or anything, really.  her annoyance grew with sullivan standing in her kitchen.  where had he been?  three years and not a word?
            
            ‘but he comes back for those stupid fucking files.’  she thought to herself,  ‘but not for me.  or for anything but those files.’
            
            when sullivan spoke, she looked up from her rushed frenzy.  she glared at him as she spoke,*  “yes.  very.”  *she replied, grabbing her purse and throwing it over her shoulder.*  “what are you even doing here?”

        his skin felt burned, as though fire licked at him from brimstone and ash; tension coiled in his chest like arrows searing straight into his heart. three years had passed, and yet she was still the same—-    still with that same answer, those damn files. it might’ve been bittersweet if he wasn’t so taken aback. sullivan edged closer, his gaze slowly scanning her features, lingering perhaps a moment too long on her blond locks.       “still angry?” he murmured, his voice quiet as he swallowed a thick wave of emotions clawing at his throat.

༻  @orsaint  ❪❦❫
            
            “yes…  but i thought i made it clear last time.  you can’t have them.  it’s illegal and a violation of policy.”

@fempsych             &&.      tell him he needs to sleep before i come knock him out  / j.      get some rest, casper and take your time.  we’re not going anywhere.     i’ll spam you in a moment <3

@orsaint /  if you wanna drop some things you’re welcome too. i gotta get back into the habit of writing, my brain is dry lol.

@hyrded @orsaint @inlecebra /  sorry guys, my partner is telling me i need to sleep (it’s almost 11pm where i am so he’s probably right).  i’ll try to think of some good starters for yall tmrw! goodnight :)

      &&.          pause;       are cain and megan still continuing where they left off?   or you want something new? 

@dimicos /  i just feel inclined to apologize bc like I said before you deserve better than this from me man. but i still deeply appreciate you understanding. i’m glad we can still come back to each other and have conversations, that i didn’t delete wattpad when i thought about it. i’m happy to talk to you whenever i can:) thank you again for being so understanding kal♡

@dimicos /  AHHHH

megan’s style of clothing varies.    on work days, important “operations”, and things of that nature-    she goes business style.
            
            business style:    https://pin.it/5gszvDbxZ    https://pin.it/6owyTMsTY
            
            on days where she’s home, particularly in her garden, she’ll have a more…cottagecore / dark academia apparel.    (  she favors these looks on dates & nights out too, she’s not much of a tight black dress type  )
            
            cottagecore:    https://pin.it/3DDOOAy2a    https://pin.it/6ATwThxdQ
            dark academia:    https://pin.it/XnJCYS2L2    https://pin.it/5ZkRDqgpu

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megan is blonde hair, depending on the light it can be a yellow color or a near white color.    Megan’s eyes are a light blue but this can also appear different depending on lightening, but it’s not a major difference.

     ⠀⠀  ⠀⠀❛     ⠀⠀  〔 o/c thread 〕⠀
            
            call it a late night madness but, i need one for our interactions and a general chat.        all our interactive threads are active, habibti. you can take your time and reply when you are able to, there’s no rush.             but, i’d like to drop more things in the morning and let me know if it’s alright —- or if it’s too much. don’t let yourself get overwhelmed by any drops, and do your own thing.          my waiting game is stronger than samson.        (smirks).