I loved him so much I can now despise who he’s become, his skull, a tomb robbed of fresh thought, his gems scraped off like scabs to decorate a destitute grapevine, then plucked and fed to the Noble he owes his blond hair. He told me things he’d never told anyone, then told me, “Remember me as you wish.” So I cling to the fleeting memory of his cologne, yet am haunted nonetheless by his last words.