I've been familiar with disappointment since childhood. I constantly see how my enthusiasm is crushed, time and again. There are missed opportunities or goals that can never be achieved in front of me. In this dark mind of mine, I'm trying to hold on to life and dare to dream again. I've never achieved anything easily. I've grown used to it. That's why I'll keep trying harder. But wouldn't it be wonderful to get some good news every now and then? I might be jester, but sorry I have no jokes. But I have some stories to tell, wanna hear them?