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the entire story plan in relative detail has been completed for "if only, once again", just so you know that i havent been doing nothing and letting it rot! this plot is relatively unpredictable but with more logic and sensible flow and details that will carry forward all the way from the very first chapter to the last. this one is slightly shorter than "just for you", but i do think i enjoy this plot a little more than i like the current one; look forward to it!

just a random thought i had the other day: why does every single one of my stories have an arc or at least one chapter centering around family and parents?? HAHAHAHA
          
          SPOILER ALERT FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ EACH STORY
          
          in "just for you", a big turning point was the revelation of y/n's father and her lost yet precious memories with him, who had protected her by facing his death. another major one was the confrontation and resolution of the radio silence from y/n's mother after she was hospitalised which is also contrasted by the "mother" in the fake world rui had created!
          
          in "if only, once again", a large factor the protagonist must confront is the attitudes of and her relationship with her parents, especially with the rewinding back in time giving her a new perspective  (which she did not have in the past) it also addresses the theme of regret!
          
          in "evermore saturnine", the protagonist experiences the loss of her mother. this major plot point is the medium with which i attempted to showcase what grief looks like for this protagonist specifically, and how it affects those who live on. this is a story that focuses heavily on emotions!
          
          for the last two i held back a lot in order to avoid totally spoiling or exposing some plans and directions of the story that i don't want to make very clear just yet!!
          
          my inner lit nerd is so showing ughs.
          
          have a good one though!
          -ffey

ive been working on some original stories that are very romance-forward and fantasy-themed, similar to all my fanfics. and ive finally decided that one of them is good enough to publish! im not too sure how well this will be received, if it will at all, but i do personally enjoy the plot of this new one so i hope others will to.
          
          so go read "Our Amethystine Telescope"! the prologue will get you invested i swear HAHA