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holy shit why was i so dramatic.
          anyways months have passed and i still haven’t told him. it is what it is.

can’t believe I’m still on here
          and haven’t told the guy I liked him.

I have a huge crush on this guy and I am too afraid to tell him and I honestly hate myself for it. Idk if he likes me back because we barely talk but we make eye contact a lot but now it just sounds like we are 5 lmao sorry 

holy cow can’t believe I logged back in here. I saw shawn about 2 months ago and it was the best thing that has happened to me in my life. Next year will be the last year of me being ‘illegal’ so I mean that’s cool I guess ... can’t believe I had this account for 5 years and literally grew with it...

I’M SEEING SHAWN THIS YEAR!! IN OCTOBER!! :)

happy new year!! 

shawn is in my country :’)

hey, i think i'm coming to using this account but i am changing username and using it for reading only & omg i went back to see my works and messages i post and it was so embarrassing lmao. i promise i am more mature now okay

HEY

Natemaloley and notmendes are just my fav authors I can't