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happy stevie nicks day !!!

i’m back!!!

chapter two is posted loves <333

heyy, just posted a harry fic if y’all wanna check it out!

HAARRRRYYYYYY ohmygod 

you’re welcome : )

wow thank you so much for 14k on uh huh :) i have something new coming soon and i am very excited to share it, it’ll be fun. 

i wanted to share what i wrote for cam with the hopes of bringing some peace to someone hurting just like i am in the wake of his passing. if anyone needs someone during this time please don’t hesitate to send me a message i’m here and hurting, too. we’ll get through this together. 

Thank you so much for voting on my new story! I really needed the encouragement and it made my day!

i realize now that no matter how desperately you want to, how painstakingly tempting it is, how much you miss it, you can’t go back to old love expecting it to be the same and just as good. 
          
          there have been many days that i’ve beat myself up over letting a good love go, and then thinking about trying to get it back but after a certain point in time, people change and the person you thought gave you the best love you’ve ever had could no longer be able to give you that because of them changing. 
          
          it’s a tough pill to swallow, and even three years after the end, i still find myself yearning to find a new beginning with them but i know it’ll never feel the same as it did the first time because both of us are different people now. we’ve matured, we’ve grown, we’ve seen the world for how it truly is now and we’ve been hurt by others so our walls have been built up sturdier and taller so we don’t let anyone as close to our hearts again as we let each other. 
          
          i’m not sure what compelled me to write this at 8:12 in the morning on a saturday, but i feel so much better now that i did. 
          
          *if you actually read this entire thing , i salute you for being a real one*