Lady B

Been away for more than a hot minute. My writing, hopefully, is evolving and growing in this absence. A lot has changed. Far Cry is kind of dying out on the fan fiction scene, but I'm working on a couple Skyrim short stories (those are a better focus for me than these long books) and I'd love to come up with characters within those worlds rather than writing about main characters in the world. Example, my one story is just about a would be NPC witnessing the Dragonborn events from a windhelm perspective and other things. Or, just taking a world and inserting an NPC. Truthfully its so easy to fantasize about what a main character would or could do, but the npcs walking around have lives that don't stop. So here's hoping I can frigging finish something! I have a similar story on the go for far cry, but it's more of a prequel that I'll just say right now won't be released with a sequel unless I get highly motivated and more time. Bear with. Also, I hope anyone is listening. I still appreciate seeing the votes and the props being left even though I'm not releasing a lot. It's making me gain courage on working on more short stories or even a fantasy book of my own (I can't write real world stories well as I live in it and my life is boring. But fantasy isnt borning.)
          Xxxooo

I love your story about Rafe Adler and Sam Drake ! I hope your write others stories about them !! 

Holy crap the creative juices haven't been flowing. I'm super sad because all of a sudden it's been 3 years, nearly 4 for some of my stories! I've had 2 more kids added to my brood, maybe I'll have a chance for a sit down and writing. I get a brief idea but I've forgotten the storyline for the 2 major stories I've been working on, so I'll have to re-read through and totally get back on track. If anyone cares, that is 

Someone give me a Far Cry 5 character to make a one shot about.

Who likes Vampyr, huh? Working on something for that. Also trying to still finish SF lol. Possibly have some other stuff on the back burner. Lots of life on the go. So hope all is well. Loves!

I'm so sorry for lack of updating my writing. Lots has been going on, and I'm now about 33 weeks pregnant so my time has been spent homeschooling Kindergarten and preschool, plus everything else that comes with life. And pregnancy isn't easy, especially the 3rd (so I've been told). Regardless, I'm drained, and my imagination isn't as crazy active as it was (neither is my sex drive, so that kind of limits the thoughts for writing too lol)
          
          I'll try to wrap up Ren's story, and I've been working on something else too but I dont want to post until I've written more so that I can avoid huge gaps between posts.
          
          Love you all!

I need someone to punch me, so I'm sure what's happening is real. Yesterday we just remembered my Mom who passed away 2 years ago, and then today we had to suddenly put my 13 year old dog down. He was my baby, almost like a child to me. Me and him had been through a nightmare relationship, full of emotional and financial abuse before getting away from that. Then we went through life together, trying to just get by until we met my now husband which is when we all settled down. And now, just like that, he's gone. Hindsight is 20/20 right? So in hindsight, it was slowly coming. But from what we could tell without piecing the puzzle together, he was fine yesterday. Then a horrid wakeup call to him pacing frantically, unable to walk, barfing, peeing and pooping everywhere uncontrollably ... my heart sank and I knew...and i think he knew too.
          
          I know this is my baggage, I'm not trying to make anyone feel badly...processing these things is kind of hard for me, well, for everyone I hope. Just please be aware my brain isn't where I want it to be right now, but I'll do my best to write when I feel the urge. Just feels good to talk. And I'm always here if you need to talk - anyone.

Dudes. I have so many partially started stories that go somewhere, I just ran out of track.
          
          I'm working on mainly one shots, but I have the beginning of a story for the Security Captain and Rush working, thoigh I haven't even thought about it in months and it's barely written at all - I don't wanna post until it has some traction in my mind on where it's going, because right now I have no idea.
          
          Still plowing my brain to find fuel for Sister's Faith ending because thats on the horizon. I know what I want but its how to work it that's the problem. And as you all know, fan fiction writers are notorious for half finished works...why? Dunno man but if you find a cure, hit me up.

Do you mind writing another Jacob Seed love story, please? 
          

I'm working on thr wrap up of Ren's story with Sister's Faith  but me and my daughter both got very sick over the last few weeks and of course, it's made me not too keen on writing. The next chapter is in progress, but I hate those stories you find on Wattpad or anywhere where they don't have an ending (that IRRITATES me when they go months without updating or a word and we're just supposed to wait with bated breath and then find out they're not continuing the story). So I do promise to give the ending without it being rushed and apparent that I was rushing, so to avoid that I must breathe and focus and this infection or whatever the eff it is isn't going to help.
          
          We will rise!
          
          And maybe I'll post some of my Skyrim or The Outer Worlds stuff that I had been working on.