@fifthkings
.. my relationship and connection to minhuang does not concern you. please leave me to my work.
@yueites⸒ mhm... surely, you understand? he is my elder sister's child, my only nephew. family... we all gave our lives to make sure he got to safety. he is... it is my way of making sure he is alright.
they are spiced ..you caught me. the juniors don’t like them either.
.. your footsteps are heavy. why are you following me?
perhaps you should stop stalking me. you ask me what i truly think of my master, say to me that he was cruel.. perhaps you should reflect in the same way on your prince.
@yueites, ... i can't speak on his behalf, considering that i also died in that mess. perhaps you two should sit down and work out your issues yourselves.
.. do you know how long it took your prince to tell me my mother was dead? a /week/. i nearly starved.
these crows.. i was feeding them, but they seem to dislike me. they pecked at my fingers instead of the seed.
[ blood trickles down from his fingertips, dripping into a little puddle of it on the ground. the area is right outside mohan’s territory, so it makes sense that the crows and black birds would be more aggressive. still.. they’ve been eating the butterflies, and the god couldn’t help but feel bad, so he brought some feed. it clearly didn’t end very well. ]
@tranqile, it doesn't. ( his brows narrow the moment yin shui mentions the children, lips drawn into a scowl. never again would he smile for this man, or so he thinks. his silver eyes roll slightly. ) of course they did. ... they're ghost children, forever young.
@fifthkings .. they seemed hungry, given how they have an appetite for butterflies. ..and my blood, if that surprises you at all. [ it does not surprise the god of tranquility, given their history with each other. made with mohan’s spiritual energy.. perhaps his entire being is a natural born target. ] ..the children also recommended it. they felt sorry.
@tranqile, ... idiot. they're made with my spiritual energy, they don't need to feed off anything. ( dressed in a black and red hanfu, liu qiang crosses his arms. a crow flies to sit on his shoulder. ) they're just greedy. don't go feeding them next time.
it was so long ago, but i have not forgotten what i said ..’someone like you’. .. it was not meant to sound how it did, i realised. you took it the wrong way. it was because i admired you, not.. hated. it was not an attack on your illness, or your situation, a-han. you were always the smiling one.. i thought that i could never in my life give such a carefree smile.
@fifthkings you fell for someone who could only protect themselves, what did you expect ? i had only wanted to give you a chance with another, why must you despise me to the core ? your death— of course, it was my fault, but i am a /selfish/ being, a-han. i still want, when there is nothing to be given. i beg when there is no mercy to be granted. my juniors learn from me, so perhaps i can only spin them down this fate.. but i will /never/ let you take every single life they still have so much to live out.
@tranqile, i didn't /ask/ you to protect me. and i certainly don't need your protection now. (...) hmph. do you really think that will protect them from me? stop me from watching as their blood nourishes the roots of the earth? well /lord/ yin shui, let's see you stop me.
@fifthkings i cared before, when you confessed— i did it to /protect/ you from me- why don’t you understand that !? i didn’t want you to feel the heartbreak i had, or the rumours to spread beyond repair — i am not /normal/, mohan. my body isn’t. back then, it was all they ever teased me for. no matter how kind you were to me, i was always so scared. afraid you would turn around and tell me the same thing they did.. my juniors — they’re like us, when we were still free from all of this- they’re making connections, a-han. not just friendships.
* cb & specify! ue
* cb & specify! kicks feet. hua cheng anons interact, i have relunctant (?) found family for them squints
go buy yourself another, this one’s mine—
@amthymes, well he'll probably react the same way. we're finally friends.. i can deal with that.
@fifthkings some people are just like that, been scared before and choose to build walls ‘cause they don’t wanna get hurt again. that’s probably why.
@amthymes, i threw a pink peony at him once, and he still didn't take me seriously. the only time id.. ever seen him care was when i died.
* cb for smth lit pspsp
have i offended the presence of another ? it wouldn’t be the first time, state your claim. i could reimburse you, if it’s a fair ask. though ..if you ask me to depart from this area that houses many of my sources, i might have to refuse.
