ceres

ill be back soon my love, stay healthy, take care, and remember I love you <3

Chan screaming CAUSE WE DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!
          
          so goddamn clearly>>>>>

No but I love that the only thing I can really say well with a deep(er) voice is "where ma hug at?" And other guys make fun of me.. LIKE BROTHER IM LAUGHING TOO AND BULLYING MYSELF KEEP IT COMING

Everytime my sister starts crying at night j panic thinking if she found out about my self harm for the third time(........Yeah it's been twice already)

꒰ @fiizziii . . . ꒱
          
          ── . 〃YOU BETTER NOT!!! ☹☝☝

Would anybody notice if I just
          
          
          
          .................
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Disappeared forever...?

@fiizziii aaaaand ily

I hate having friends
          
          I don't fit in
          
          I take things too literally
          
          I end up scared to unfriend them because they're unstable too 
          
          I feel shitty for being friends in the first place 
          
          But I need friends
          
          I need them to feel okay
          
          I need them so I can help them
          
          I need them so I don't spiral
          
          I need friends 
          
          I have friends 
          
          But I don't deserve friends
          
          They deserve someone who's humour isn't so dark I can't take anything seriously
          
          They need someone who isn't sensitive but can empathize with them.
          
          I'm not that person.
          
          
          Idk what to do...
          
          I'm scared to unfriend them
          
          But I can't handle having friends.

Nina, I hear you been talking to Benny 
          
          And what do you hear?
          
          I hear plenty
          
          They say he's got quite a big..
          
          TAXI
          
          (No mi diga)
          
          Okay... 
          
          I don't wanna know where you heard all that
          
          I don't think I know what you mean?
          
          Carla.
          
           ~ He's packing a stretch limousine ~
          
          (Something)
          
          Long as he keeps it clean.

Okay completely random but do you have Pinterest by chance? I was going through accounts i follow and i think i found yours if you do T-T