i think i'm going to go off the internet. the more i come here, the more i remember the horrible things i did and i just want to rest for a bit and for once feel peaceful. I'm not going to school on Monday, and i'm going to use that day to relax also. ive read all the encouraging messages and i just want to say thank you so much. but i dont need everyone to feel bad about me or apologize just because of bullying. but thank you. i didn't want to reply for now because i'm afraid of speaking up to everyone and make conversations... its just that the thought honestly scares me. again, im sorry and i hope you all stay strong.