filthyclouds

I have been going thru so much lately. I m really sorry for being avol . I ll come back asap

filthyclouds

wow! what a strange power everybody holds by themselves to try to let me down.. but here i am,  i don't give anyone a bounce of power to let me down.. no one can ever let me down.. or lift me up..
           i am the master of my doom..
          i really mean it
          but..
           wow.. i still cant  understand how  just a name of the day " mother's day" can let me down...
          i miss you di , i hope i could hug u today so that u didnt feel lonely today.. 
          i dont understand how ju-..
          but what do i ever understand..?

filthyclouds

i wish i was never born.. i wish i'd die but i know i ll wakeup tomorrow n will never cry... what am i living for.. i dont wanna live but i cant even die..all i do is live on dead... i miss u mom i hate you for dying n not taking me with u as well .. all i am is just a liability on others