finalmasquerade05

well hey, i was right - posted the last one and ghosted!
          
          this is kinda more a time capsule at this point than something designed to be seen by people, but well, hi if you’re here! made it to twenty by some miracle and now it’s time for update number three 
          
          so, where i’m at in my life - i’ve finished my second year of a degree that i’ve realised i have no idea what i want to do with, but enjoy regardless! staring down the barrel of a dissertation which is kinda freaky, but this time next year (hopefully!) it’ll be done. 
          
          since the last one of these, i got into a relationship, ended said relationship, got into a different (and better) one, so that part of my life’s pretty much best it’s ever been. which is a scary thought for someone who’s scared of good things happening to them. (too deep? maybe. but we move!) 
          
          my friends are all doing super well. not very relevant but i’m proud of the fuckers, sue me.
          
          so, miscellaneous good and bad things that have happened in the last year and few months:
          - went to my first ever download (yay!) absolutely insane, want to go back
          - the snake died (booo, rip tommy you were a real one)
          - got a new old book for the collection!
          - potentially slipped back into a questionable mental state (again, we move!)
          - saw my favourite band live and seeing an old favourite again next week (aaaa!)
          
          this is starting to resemble war and peace, so to summarise - some things good, some things worse, but we’re alive which is a lot more than expected. keep the bar low and surprise yourself, i guess?
          
          until next time!

once again, forgot this app existed! realistically i’m just gonna post this and ghost, but sure it’ll be nice to look back on one day. i mean, i just read the last one of these little life updates i did and was very nostalgic. so, for the sake of 17 year old em and some future em who rediscovers this app, here’s life update number two! 
          
          i’m now 19, 20 at the end of this year which is just absolutely insane. time is a construct and apparently sporadic life updates on here are a constant. past me would be happy to know that she did get into university! english lit and history, just like she hoped. just got done with first year exams, which is such a relief. still into metal (the music, not the material - don’t quite know why i felt the need to clarify that the first time) and discovered some amazing bands. got most of the same friends too (though admittedly, one did turn out to be a dick - whoops). i’m getting into tarot, and collecting classic books (i say that when i literally have two but hoping to expand the collection). don’t write anymore but hoping to catch up on the whole ‘reading for fun’ thing now that exams are over. 
          
          that’s really all i can think of right now! probably be back in another two years. until then, bye! 

merry christmas to the ppl who celebrate <3

fun fact - my username is a linkin park song 
          shit slaps

so, it’s been a while. hi! i don’t know why i’m back here really, i don’t post anything and most fanfic i read is on ao3. but it felt weird to look back on this when i’m a completely different person now. for the most part. so, for the sake of nostalgia, here’s who i am now!
          
          my names em (obviously not my full name, but people only full name me if they’re strangers or mad at me), my pronouns are she/her. i’ll be 18 soon, which is just absolutely insane. i still love to read, classics or queer ya (mason deaver owns my heart). i’m applying to universities, hoping to study history and maybe english lit (a book nerd at heart). i identify as queer, which i see as basically an umbrella term for telling people i’m not straight without going into detail on my romantic life. i’m really into metal (the music, not the material ) and am still kind of an emo kid. i love halloween, hate christmas. my friends are the most important thing in my life, they’re fucking idiots but they’re mine. mental health is improving, still has its ups and downs but we vibe. oh, and i got a pet snake!
          
          that’s pretty much my life now. maybe i’ll come back here to shit post without my friends seeing (i say some odd things and i don’t need that judgement ), but i’m not sure yet. maybe i’ll see you soon!

Answer me please 
          

okay i totally forgot this app existed 
          
          i’m not rlly on here anymore though so rip to my awful riverdale fanfic phase, you most definitely will not be missed
          
          anyways bye