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okay this is the only platform where i feel like i’m untouched by every horrible thing that’s happening in my world. Wattpad has always been my safe haven for me to write down how i feel and just escape into a world of fiction where everything was good. I don’t remember the exact day when i knew it wasn’t okay anymore but i do know that i need help. i’ve been chasing this high, this burning sensation inside of me... i need to be cared for i need to be loved i need to be craved. People used me to the point where i felt numb so i turned to drugs. Anything to make me feel something but it’s come to the point no where i realize nothing can make me feel okay. i’m literally FUCKED no matter what i do. IM FUCKED IM FUCKED