okay so maybe my role plays just aren’t good enough ? i know i took a long break , but i only took that break so i didn’t bring my role plays down. i just didn’t want to ruin the good things with my depression and sadness and dark themes. but if i had known that i would come back to almost nothing i would’ve stayed gone. i love the role plays i have right now. like with @x-loveslovers-x or @sextronautts- and @fallszn-
maybe it’s just not good enough for everybody else. i’m trying. i’m feeling my most creative and happy that i’ve been in months. two months ago if you told me i would’ve been back on wattpad actively roleplaying i wouldn’t have believed you. i felt like i’d never get out of that dark headspace. i’m not in it anymore, but i just want a reason to stay on wattpad. if not for the amazing books then for the amazing roleplay that i hold with people on this app that i want to consider my friends. come on guys, we all used to be so passionate on this app. now most of the users here just treat it as a nuisance.