firebreathingmermaid

Thank you so much for adding The Fate's Chosen to your list!!! I'm so scared and excited to hear your thoughts!! ❤

Well folks, I've finally finished the first draft of November. I can't tell if I want to cry out of joy or cry because it's over.
          
          I know I still have a longgg way to go, but right now I just feel like celebrating! This story has been with me through a lot. I mean, I can look at random pages like a timelin and see exactly when and where I was at that point. 
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGHGGGHHGGGGGGGGGASDFGHJKL I'M FEELING REALLY ACCOMPLISHED AT THE MOMENT. AHAHA I COMPLETED A RECREATIONAL WRITING PROJECT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER BAM WHAT HAHA THIS IS WHAT ACCOMPLISHMENT FEELS LIKE 

Hi!! How's everyone doin?? It's been a while since I've been on here again, but I know that y'all've  (yo is that a word) been uploading new stories, so, to my mutuals: does anyone got any stories they'd like for me to check out?

@firebreathingmermaid But no worries I know it sucks but just keep pushing I'm praying that I'll get to read all of November one day

@firebreathingmermaid Oh my gosh I know exactly how you felt. I had a complete meltdown when I thought I had lost a writing project I had been working two years on! It was one of the worst nights of my life!

My laptop died, & with it went 95% of the stories I've ever started writing, along with the outline for November. I'd try writing it on my phone (even though it's a laggy PAIN) but I don't have the super detailed outline I worked on for 2 weeks :'''') blahhh I don't wanna do anything anymore. 

I haven't been on wattpad in a really, really long time! Just thought I'd say hi!!

Just unpublished November entirely :/ I'm not sure why, but it really bothered me having it up. 

If you read November or are thinking about reading November, you'll want to read this. I know it seems long. Sorry ahh!!
          
          1) If you were waiting for me to finish it to read, you can go ahead and start. The first draft of Part 1 is finished. I know it says it's on-going, but that's just so I can add shoutouts later on.
          
          2) If you're waiting for an update, I'm sorry. I don't know if I'll be updating Part 2 here anymore. You've been A+ readers, and I hate to leave you hanging, but there's lots of reasons why I'm stopping. First of all, I feel like I was in it more for the votes and not for the actual writing, ya know?? Second of all, I'm way healthier than I was when I started posting chapters on here last year, which means now I'm trying to go out and kinda get my life back. Thirdly, I really want to get this published someday, and I also really don't want the entire first draft of the whole story floating around the web. 
          
          3) WITH ALL THAT SAID, I still need feedback! If any of my close mutuals (y'all know who you are) are interested in being beta readers, let me know. I don't expect you to read it all at once or anything, I'm thinking more along the lines of a 'read it if you get the chance and feel like it' sort of thing. Really low-key. 
          
          Again, I'm sorry. I might even change my mind about all of this in a few days. (Although I'm 99.999% sure that I won't.) You guys are awesome, and if I'm able to get this story somewhere one day, y'all be some of the first to know. 
          
          ~Taylor

Do you ever get super hype to write a certain part in a story, just to reach it and be like blahh because the rest of the chapter is painfully mediocre and then boom writers block drops in like a freaking semi falling from eighty feet in the air?? I swear finishing November will be the death of me, and I'm afraid that the past few chapters have been just me rabbit trailing and I'm even more worried that me writing the last chapters while my creativity is all sluggish will butcher the ending. Uggghhhh I'm not sure what to do at this point.