firework187

I published the first chapter, brief summary and the “cast” of RBWS on Ao3, make sure to Check it out on there too! :)) 
          	
          	You can find my account on this link: https://archiveofourown.org/users/firework187
          	
          	And my work; https://archiveofourown.org/works/60470656
          	
          	Don’t worry, I checked both links and they work perfectly! <3 if anyone knows how to add gifs there or photos as easy as here then pls let me know, I’m new there!  
          	I will post each chapters that I have so far one at a time (one day- one chapter). Thank you!

firework187

I published the first chapter, brief summary and the “cast” of RBWS on Ao3, make sure to Check it out on there too! :)) 
          
          You can find my account on this link: https://archiveofourown.org/users/firework187
          
          And my work; https://archiveofourown.org/works/60470656
          
          Don’t worry, I checked both links and they work perfectly! <3 if anyone knows how to add gifs there or photos as easy as here then pls let me know, I’m new there!  
          I will post each chapters that I have so far one at a time (one day- one chapter). Thank you!

firework187

It’s suicide prevention month. So I’d like to tell my story and give all people hope. 
          
          When I was 13, I was struggling with my mental health a lot and tried to take my own life, but failed. I was mad at myself for failing at that too and mad that I was still alive. I met my online best friend who gave me hope. 
          
          When I was 14, I had to go to therapy to deal with my emotions and traumas in a healthy way. It took me 2 and a half years to be told not to go back because I had come so far. 
          
          When I was 15, I started self harming and struggled with my mental health again and missed school so many times. 
          
          When I was 16, it got worse and worse until the only thing I could think of is suicide, that’s when I met my online best friend and it bought me a reason to stay. Still, I had to start therapy again and went every week two times. I made new friends who are real.
          
          When I turned 17, I made my friends all kinds of gifts and telling them how much I appreciated them. I still go to therapy, and I admit that the thoughts are back and worse than ever but I know I have to hold on. My grandma passed, three of my family members had cancer, my favorite dog died and I lost my plushie i got from a family member that passed away.
          
          It gets hard before it gets better. 
          
          The false representation about healing you see on TV is not real life. Healing is a journey that has its ups and downs but you’ll get there. Please don’t give up. The process will all be worth it in the end, I promise! 
          
          Please stay with us, you’re loved and worthy. ❤️❤️

Kolysza

And now I’m 18 and even tho I relapsed, I know that my journey has brought me so far and I’m still so proud of myself and so grateful for my friends and everything I’ve accomplished and learned this far  -alt account
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firework187

Y’all. I broke my wrist. BUT I CAN STILL WRITE DONT WORRY!!! (Just a lot slower) ❤️❤️

OliverPhelpswif3y34

@firework187 T^T
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firework187

@OliverPhelpswif3y34 BAHAHAHAHA SOUNDS RELATABLE
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OliverPhelpswif3y34

@firework187 I hurt myself 15 times a day, my mother said she is going to wrap me in bubble wrap T^T
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firework187

(Second attempt at putting this post up, I have no idea what happened I apologize) The official playlist for my new story is up on Spotify and I’ll put the link here, but if it doesn’t load, the name is “Red Blood, White Snow (wp)” and also I know I put the Phoebe Bridgers version of “That Funny Feeling”, sue me YALL. I dare you.  
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37o41Ti2kMRpxpefcnfPkQ?si=uKm7ozrwT3eNKiDX6ySBeg