firstdis0rder

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MAJOR UPDATE: 
          	
          	PART TWO: 
          	
          	Also, Wattpad randomly deleted The Teacher’s Obsession — the FIRST book I ever wrote — without any prior notice, warning, justification, or anything like that. That book was posted and available to read for SEVERAL YEARS before they unexpectedly decided to delete it — I originally published it around 2015-2016. They randomly took it down in 2022 — after YEARS of being available on this platform. They literally never had a problem with it before, so wtf? Tell me how that makes literally any fucking sense, lol. And since I wrote the book directly through Wattpad itself, I ended up losing ALL my work. I was heartbroken, angry, and confused.
          	
          	I reached out to Wattpad, looking for support, answers, guidance, and justifications for the sudden removal — it was a lengthy but courteous email, despite me literally crashing out because I lost something incredibly important. I even asked if my book was somehow saved somewhere, and if I could maybe get a copy of it. Not because I wanted to repost it, I just wanted a copy strictly for personal and sentimental reasons. The response I received was unhelpful, dismissive, ignorant, and borderline cruel — and they even threatened to BAN my account if I ever reached out again. Potentially banned just because I simply asked for help? Absurd. 
          	
          	That pretty much sums up why I disappeared, lol. 
          	
          	But, I really do miss writing original stories and books, and I can definitely promise that I’ll be writing and posting more at some point. But to be completely transparent with you guys, I really don’t know when or if I’ll ever post again on this specific platform. I’ve actually been writing and posting all my works on AO3 and Tumblr. So that’s where you can find me and my writings now, lol. 
          	
          	Some of you guys probably have questions or whatever, so feel free to ask anything and I’ll try my best to answer them! 
          	
          	AO3 @ Firstdis0rder 
          	Tumblr @ emotionalmessss

aisukomikku

Thank you so much for shedding light on what’s been happening! I really appreciate the transparency and I absolutely loved ‘the teacher’s obsession’. I looked for it all over the place and once I saw that you posted ‘teachers pet’ I thought for sure that was the same book but just with a different name. Will the ‘teachers obsession’ be on AO3?
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RereElle

I have no words…that’s horrible they did that to you. I hope you’re able to find some way to get your story back but thank you for letting us writers know. Because of you now I’m going to be saving my story Inkitt and A03

firstdis0rder

this message may be offensive 
MAJOR UPDATE: 
          
          PART TWO: 
          
          Also, Wattpad randomly deleted The Teacher’s Obsession — the FIRST book I ever wrote — without any prior notice, warning, justification, or anything like that. That book was posted and available to read for SEVERAL YEARS before they unexpectedly decided to delete it — I originally published it around 2015-2016. They randomly took it down in 2022 — after YEARS of being available on this platform. They literally never had a problem with it before, so wtf? Tell me how that makes literally any fucking sense, lol. And since I wrote the book directly through Wattpad itself, I ended up losing ALL my work. I was heartbroken, angry, and confused.
          
          I reached out to Wattpad, looking for support, answers, guidance, and justifications for the sudden removal — it was a lengthy but courteous email, despite me literally crashing out because I lost something incredibly important. I even asked if my book was somehow saved somewhere, and if I could maybe get a copy of it. Not because I wanted to repost it, I just wanted a copy strictly for personal and sentimental reasons. The response I received was unhelpful, dismissive, ignorant, and borderline cruel — and they even threatened to BAN my account if I ever reached out again. Potentially banned just because I simply asked for help? Absurd. 
          
          That pretty much sums up why I disappeared, lol. 
          
          But, I really do miss writing original stories and books, and I can definitely promise that I’ll be writing and posting more at some point. But to be completely transparent with you guys, I really don’t know when or if I’ll ever post again on this specific platform. I’ve actually been writing and posting all my works on AO3 and Tumblr. So that’s where you can find me and my writings now, lol. 
          
          Some of you guys probably have questions or whatever, so feel free to ask anything and I’ll try my best to answer them! 
          
          AO3 @ Firstdis0rder 
          Tumblr @ emotionalmessss

aisukomikku

Thank you so much for shedding light on what’s been happening! I really appreciate the transparency and I absolutely loved ‘the teacher’s obsession’. I looked for it all over the place and once I saw that you posted ‘teachers pet’ I thought for sure that was the same book but just with a different name. Will the ‘teachers obsession’ be on AO3?
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firstdis0rder

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MAJOR UPDATE: 
          
          PART ONE:
          
          I know it’s been a VERY long time since I last reached out — let alone updated any of my stories — but hey, I’m here now, lol. Better late than never, right? I’m really sorry for ghosting and leaving y’all in the dark about everything. Please don’t think I forgot about y’all or didn’t care — because that’s not true. I’ve been seeing and reading all your questions, comments, and messages, and all the support and care I’ve received is so fucking appreciated. 
          
          A LOT has changed over the past couple of years — some good, some bad — and because of all that shit, my writing kinda got pushed to the side. With everything going on in my life, writing just wasn’t a priority anymore. But I’m already yapping too much, so I’ll spare you from the trauma dump, lol. 
          
          Wattpad was what originally got me into creative writing — and you guys, of course. This is the platform I used to create and post the first story I ever wrote, and even continued to publish various other stories for years after that. I’ve been on Wattpad for over ten years now, and at first, I absolutely loved it, but it’s not the same anymore. At some point, I started to hate this platform after using it for years. Personally, I feel like some of the changes they made over time to this platform to be utterly stupid and intolerable. Instead of improvements being made, I felt like it was downgrading and becoming totally unusable. 
          
          Continued in PART TWO: