Hello everyone sorry I haven't updated I haven't been on because I've been busy with work and I'm stressed and other I'm living in England at the moment on a 2 year course and my mental health has improved since I left America I'm working at airport fire stations, LFB, GMFARS and Lancashire fire and rescue service I have work in a hour or 2 and I'm only on a hours sleep and I'm tired as anything luckily and if my little even wants me to talk to her I'm off for Christmas day but other than that comment down below and I'll reply