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WATTPAD WAS SUCH AN ERA I MISS IT

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Banditø tour •10•24•18
          
          Wow, where do I begin. I guess I don’t have many followers and not many people will see this but for those of you who are here thanks :) 
          
          As some of you know I’m a huge TØP Stan to the point where I’ve cried myself to sleep because the thought of them going through something like Tyler’s grandpa passing away hurt. 
          
          As someone who’s struggled with their mental health (and is still fighting) I think it’s safe to say that Tyler and josh have truly been there for me through thick and thin, and perhaps even saved me from myself. 
          
          Last night during the Detroit show I was blown away. I knew the show would be great, and I knew the whole community would be great. But what I wasn’t expecting was for me to leave the convert in tears. 
          
          This past year I’ve been blessed to see a few of my favourites live. But not once did I come close to crying my eyes out at the end. The show was so well executed, I laughed, I smiled, and I cried. 
          
          Twenty øne piløts is so much more than a band, more than an idea or a concept, it’s a safe place, where I can find a home when I feel alone and lost. They’re this type of feeling you get when it’s 2am and you want to scream at the top of your lungs. They’re the type of people that understand it’s okay to broken and they are too, and sometimes you just have to scream about your insecurities until your lungs give out. 
          
          So at the end of the show when the final words age spoken “we are twenty øne piløts and so are you” 
          
          I think it’s safe to say, I believe it’s true 
          
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