vex

i have a boyfriend how do i tell him im poly and may develop other crushes during our relationship
          
          also the person in my previous post im over now ive said it like 7 times but its real this time im not going back they dont love me i dont love them we just friends and im chill with that
          
          but yeah how tf do i tell him i dont wanna yknow make him uncomfortable n shit im doing so much to make him comfortable and i feel like this might ruin it a bit haha

when i spend the night at their house and we go for a walk from 3-4am in the pouring rain and i dont have a change of clothes so they give me their clothes and their clothes smell like them and im tired as fuck and just have this overpowering comforting smell like omg im wearing their clothes rn this is fucking crazy im gonna fall asleep in their clothes i love them sm

@StarryKisses- 
          yeah

@StarryKisses- 
          FKWKFE

i just noticed that all of the stories in my favorites reading list are deleted/unpublished and now i have no stories in my favorites list and i can't remember what stories used to be in the list in the first place
          
          that's so sad wtf

coincidental is at 1k wooo what do i do now

@StarryKisses- 
          why

i like how i log into this like once a month and see my old ass stories still getting reads :skull: coincidental is 2 reads away from 1k wtf

bestay ur almsot 1k on coincidental and no updates????!!!!

(Ranting time eeee)
          
          Ok but does anyone have that one friend who just refuses to call you a friend and insults you to your face at any given moment and has called you every name in the book and excuses that they only talk to you because you're friends with one of their friends despite them many times hanging out with you without the mutual friend around and talks to you about secretive stuff and trusts you with their life but will deny it whenever asked and still goes under the impression that you're their sworn enemy yet they get flustered a lot around you and "accidentally" compliment you and then ignore you for three weeks afterward and you're convinced that they're just a shy tsundere that will eventually accept you as a friend even though you can't deny the fact that they have more than once ruined your life and are one of the reasons why you hate yourself and have nearly driven you to insane points but you still talk to them and try to befriend them because you think that deep down they actually really want to be your friend but don't want it to look bad on their reputation and you really want them to be your friend because there was once a time in your life where they did consider you a friend but the more you try and get it out of them the more they end up hurting you but you can't let go of the fact that they're a good person deep down so you just keep trying and don't even care about all the backlash you get?
          
          Or is that just me 'cause like none of my friends have the same classes as me except for him. I mean he's only in one class but he's the only one I know in the class and I'm the only one he knows. I don't know whether to be scared or excited. Probably both.
          
          I swear to god though if he tries to ruin my life yet again I will break every bone in his body.