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should i delete this account

when i spend the night at their house and we go for a walk from 3-4am in the pouring rain and i dont have a change of clothes so they give me their clothes and their clothes smell like them and im tired as fuck and just have this overpowering comforting smell like omg im wearing their clothes rn this is fucking crazy im gonna fall asleep in their clothes i love them sm

i just noticed that all of the stories in my favorites reading list are deleted/unpublished and now i have no stories in my favorites list and i can't remember what stories used to be in the list in the first place
          
          that's so sad wtf

coincidental is at 1k wooo what do i do now

i like how i log into this like once a month and see my old ass stories still getting reads :skull: coincidental is 2 reads away from 1k wtf

bestay ur almsot 1k on coincidental and no updates????!!!!

(Ranting time eeee)
          
          Ok but does anyone have that one friend who just refuses to call you a friend and insults you to your face at any given moment and has called you every name in the book and excuses that they only talk to you because you're friends with one of their friends despite them many times hanging out with you without the mutual friend around and talks to you about secretive stuff and trusts you with their life but will deny it whenever asked and still goes under the impression that you're their sworn enemy yet they get flustered a lot around you and "accidentally" compliment you and then ignore you for three weeks afterward and you're convinced that they're just a shy tsundere that will eventually accept you as a friend even though you can't deny the fact that they have more than once ruined your life and are one of the reasons why you hate yourself and have nearly driven you to insane points but you still talk to them and try to befriend them because you think that deep down they actually really want to be your friend but don't want it to look bad on their reputation and you really want them to be your friend because there was once a time in your life where they did consider you a friend but the more you try and get it out of them the more they end up hurting you but you can't let go of the fact that they're a good person deep down so you just keep trying and don't even care about all the backlash you get?
          
          Or is that just me 'cause like none of my friends have the same classes as me except for him. I mean he's only in one class but he's the only one I know in the class and I'm the only one he knows. I don't know whether to be scared or excited. Probably both.
          
          I swear to god though if he tries to ruin my life yet again I will break every bone in his body.

ayoo coincidental had hella good potential too smh might steal the plot and change it a little bit and publish it on a different account
          
          also how tf is it almost at 1k reads lmao what

watch me rewrite my stories because the plot is highkey really interesting but the writing style is shit

ok but the christian matchmaker book is highkey funny asf watch me rewrite the whole thing just to change the names and pronouns of some of the characters :skull: