flatassmilkbread

Subject: DISCONTINUING DOWN AND DIRTY 2/2
          	
          	
          	- Every time I reread the book to review details, I find it very sickening and continuously get an Ick with my choice of words. I force myself to read and write the story and I find it very toxic to myself now. 
          	
          	- Lastly, this does not mean I will discontinue my other books. I LOVED DND with my whole heart especially when I started it, I thought it was cute, and trendy, I also thought it was nice since a lot of readers were interacting with the story. However, the plot just got messy, the chapters are jumbled, and I thought it's going nowhere at all and the ending will have a flat line and I don't want that. I really want to change the plot of Sakusa's book because he deserves so much better! 
          	
          	I understand you will have negative reactions regarding my statements, especially starting off with how I published with the book as an inexperienced minor. Though! I do not have anything against those who are minors who writes on this platform, just remember not to lose yourself in your writing and don't be like me only to regret a really profitable book. If you find it disturbing and you find yourself no longer interested in my writing, you're free to leave, unfollow, and whatever, just don't leave negative and satire reactions in the comments. Thank you for keeping up with me through the DND journey, it's truly been fun. But, it's time to open a new book and start anew. 
          	
          	P. S. I'M NO LONGER A MINOR PLEASE DON'T ATTACK ME, PLUS I ONLY HAD THE BRAVERY TO ADMIT ALL OF THIS TO MYSELF NOW. 
          	
          	BTW My favorite character in DND was not sakusa but definitely  Keijiro ;) 

flatassmilkbread

Subject: DISCONTINUING DOWN AND DIRTY 2/2
          
          
          - Every time I reread the book to review details, I find it very sickening and continuously get an Ick with my choice of words. I force myself to read and write the story and I find it very toxic to myself now. 
          
          - Lastly, this does not mean I will discontinue my other books. I LOVED DND with my whole heart especially when I started it, I thought it was cute, and trendy, I also thought it was nice since a lot of readers were interacting with the story. However, the plot just got messy, the chapters are jumbled, and I thought it's going nowhere at all and the ending will have a flat line and I don't want that. I really want to change the plot of Sakusa's book because he deserves so much better! 
          
          I understand you will have negative reactions regarding my statements, especially starting off with how I published with the book as an inexperienced minor. Though! I do not have anything against those who are minors who writes on this platform, just remember not to lose yourself in your writing and don't be like me only to regret a really profitable book. If you find it disturbing and you find yourself no longer interested in my writing, you're free to leave, unfollow, and whatever, just don't leave negative and satire reactions in the comments. Thank you for keeping up with me through the DND journey, it's truly been fun. But, it's time to open a new book and start anew. 
          
          P. S. I'M NO LONGER A MINOR PLEASE DON'T ATTACK ME, PLUS I ONLY HAD THE BRAVERY TO ADMIT ALL OF THIS TO MYSELF NOW. 
          
          BTW My favorite character in DND was not sakusa but definitely  Keijiro ;) 

flatassmilkbread

Subject: DISCONTINUING DOWN AND DIRTY 1/2
          
          Hi! Good day, good evening! I have come to a decision to discontinue Down and Dirty. I know some of y'all have been expecting it to be republished. However, I have come to many realizations through the process of rereading and trying to continue the story, I'll break it down for you. 
          
          - First of all! I made DND when I was 15, clueless, a minor, and truly thought I wrote it nicely and right. I was young, immature, and very out of touch with my style in writing. I was inexperienced with love and everything else that I wrote in the story, in short I was experimenting and only wrote the things I have read in books or watched in movies. (I wrote it during the pandemic October, 2021-2022) 
          
          - I realized I romanticized too many wrong things in the story, specifically putting both characters in an awkward relationship that I KNOW EVEN SOME OF YOU READERS KNOW. I was okay with it before, but maturing is realizing that it was very awkward and the story was very fast paced, starting off with the sudden lust the characters had for each other without any warning and signals towards each other, just an abrupt physical interaction and sexual interaction. 
          
          - I really tried republishing and continuing the book, in fact! I already have the epilogue and the special chapters. I just couldn't get myself to continue the chapters after where I guys left you off with.
          

flatassmilkbread

Finally got ahold of my time, its been a while since I got to really think about what I want to write. I still have a long way of reading, revising, and remembering the plots I want to put up. But, this time, I want to write on my pace. Summer is on, so I'll staayy and see.

CeceGreyham

@ flatassmilkbread  nice nice ✨ take all the time you need :3
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m0on__o

hey gurlyyy,,
          
          it’s been a hot minutes since i’ve been on wattpad and noticed down and dirty wasn’t in your works anymore.. what happened to it 
          
          seriously loved your work and idk if you’re gonna see this but props to your writing!!!