About your comment on the shadow's keeper, under the chapter titled "The Clam Shell", let me clarify on what is Anne's stand point. Pan has put her through hell this entire book, but when she sees him in limbo & understands why he's changed, she begins to miss him so no, it wasn't because his looks were changing. She cared because she was beginning to hear his words (that she heard in limbo), and began to hear them in her reality. She was devastated because the moment his old self (personality wise) was beginning to come through, was also the moment she lost him. She wanted to be the one to decide whether or not she wanted him dead, but he died before she could decide. Besides, his appearance didn't even start to change until he actually was dying, Anne cared the moment he spoke to her (before he died). She was saying "okay" as in, "I forgive you". So I hope that clears some things up.