flawsomewallflower

Tay-San-New coming with chap 4 in Mission San soon✨

flawsomewallflower

✨ Long Message to you all :-
          
          Firstly, thank you so much for all those wonderful birthday wishes! I'm planning to reply to every single one of you soon. I've been so overwhelmed by your kindness that I've re-read your messages multiple times.
                 ​Right now, I'm Super Happy! It’s officially been three years since I started watching BL, and this year, not only are all my faves getting their own series, but my main bias, TayNew, is too! 
               The only tiny downside is that I was really hoping TN wouldn't be featured in a multi-ship series. I know that means inevitable comparison drama, fan fights, and all that mess, and I just didn't want any of it.
                    ​It’s weird how I'm on a strange personal mission to distract myself from all TayNew stuffs and still ended up sacrificing a whole night's sleep to write an unexpected one-shot!   
                  On top of that, I'm also absolutely itching to update chapters for some of my other fanfics!

Erza-fernandez

@flawsomewallflower tbh I didn't think TayNew will be getting a series even , idk y lol. So I'm quite glad that my assumption was wrong. 
            And recently I'm finding myself watching series of other actors in comparison to the time i was obsessed with TayNew (⁠ ⁠´⁠◡⁠‿⁠◡⁠`⁠) 
            
            Im excited about your one shot! Usually your one shots are great! ⁠|⁠ᵔ⁠ ⁠﹏⁠ᵔ⁠ ⁠|
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flawsomewallflower

Today is my birthday. And I was supposed to update The Devil's Prince. But I couldn't. Looks like it's becoming quite impossible for me to write more. Life is becoming more and more unkind to me. I can not do anything consistently! I don't know what's going on with me. Right now every ff, I am writing, I am not able to finish anything. I am sorry

Kickyyyyy

@flawsomewallflower as I always say ... you're a unique fabulous writer and I really enjoy your works ... And tbh I'm also an overthinker it's really exhausting but Things won’t stay rough forever. Life flips eventually — it always does. We just have to keep moving, keep working, keep pushing toward the things we care about. And hey, hold on to your wild dreams and delusional fantasies too… they’re the fuel. They keep the fire alive ❤️
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_kittypoom_

@flawsomewallflower  Your stories are beautiful because you create them, not because you finish every chapter on time.You’re not disappointing anyone  especially not me. We all care about you far more than your updates.
            Take all the time you need. Breathe, slow down, and be gentle with yourself. We’ll always be here for you, no matter how slow the progress feels.
            You’re doing your best, and that’s more than enough. I’ll wait for your stories even if they take four years or a lifetime  if the final result is like fine wine, it’s always worth the wait. ❤❣️
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Erza-fernandez

@flawsomewallflower this is midlife crisis (⁠;⁠;⁠;^_^⁠) whatever you are doing, you will still question your life and what you are doing at some point in time ( usually in our 20s or 30s) ... It will go away eventually. And we can enjoy our hobbies at any age. Lol true I can understand the jealousy too that the other fans get to meet them and not me lol. Like i said don't worry, use all your ideas, and at one point of time , you will get to finish them all
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