flippingpageswithnix

just got home from my alec benjamin concert!! he did beautifully and SARA WAS AMAZING

flippingpageswithnix

@ellaismissing THEY BOTH DID SP HOOD AND I CRIED
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ellaismissing

YES BOTH WERE AMAZING!! I SAW THEM PERFORM YESTERDAY
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flippingpageswithnix

just got home from my alec benjamin concert!! he did beautifully and SARA WAS AMAZING

flippingpageswithnix

@ellaismissing THEY BOTH DID SP HOOD AND I CRIED
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ellaismissing

YES BOTH WERE AMAZING!! I SAW THEM PERFORM YESTERDAY
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flippingpageswithnix

SAM BOOK READERS 
          PLS READ
          I would like to update one last chapter of my sam book, i’ve fallen out of mcyt and realized how problematic they were(not sam or sapnap, just ppl in general) and would like to stop writing the books, i would delete them but it seems that a lot of you still to this day enjoy them, so if you guys have any suggestions or anything to say at all PLEASE let me know!!

froggoblim

@flippingpageswithnix that's fine, dont force yourself to do things you dont want to do :)
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just dropped in to say chris rock deserved that slap in the face
          amen!

Fr0ggie0927

@flippingpageswithnix I don't know the full deal of this so I'm not going to argue either way at the moment then. Thanks for letting me know, I wasn't aware of most of this because I don't really follow it :)
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@Fr0ggie0927 jada was in the wrong, she cheated on will and it’s said (DONT QUOTE ME ON THIS!! ITS NOT 100% PROVEN) will was laughing at the joke, and they say jada told him to do smth about it and threatened to cheat again if he didn’t, she’s manipulative and will apologized greatly for what he did, i have screenshots of what he said 
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Fr0ggie0927

@flippingpageswithnix In my opinion pretty much everyone exept Jada was wrong in that situation. Chris Rock shouldn't have made that joke BUT I don't think that Will Smith should have hit him. Ofc, have your own opinions, I have no problem with that, that's just what I think :)
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flippingpageswithnix

how would you feel if i started writing poetry 

flippingpageswithnix

so, after crying for hour and a half in school today because of family things, I posted a vent on Instagram with only a select few to see, and those who did see it didn't care except for one, and they had brought it to my attention, no matter how many family members choose to hate me, I still have FOUR HUNDRED people here who love and care for me and what I do, and NINTEY THOUSAND people on my sam book who are grateful for the work I put into it(which could be better but I've tried) im so thankful for all of you. 
          you stuck by me when I didn't know you were there, youve seen every haircut, ever one am hair dyeing decision i made since last year, and as it gets to be around a year of having this book, and having this group of people behind me, I start to realize how much I really have, and im so greatful I have this mix up of Fandoms as my following, and all of these people behind me who are a better family than my acctual one.
          I took you all for granted, and I never REALLY appreciated how much you did for me, though I don't know many of you personally, I love every single one of you
          in class the other day, my teacher asked what my purpose was
          as I was confused then, I just said making my family proud
          but im done doing that, im done trying after many failed attempts to get approval for people who don't care and armt worth it
          I've realized, my purpose is you guys, knowing this many people love my work is helping me get through so much, friends, (vic and mikey, and maddie<3) help too, making sure im okay all the time
          I love them, and I love you
          if you'd ever need help, or to vent, or feel down, or just need someone to talk to, ill always be here 
          ill always be here to talk too, and maybe we'd become good friends
          I love all of you
          and again, thank you so much