random thought, i feel like friendship breakups aren’t talked about enough, because it hurts just as bad as an actual breakup. because i genuinely loved you like a chosen sister, i listened to all of your cries and tried to help. i put away my own feelings just so i didn’t put so much on you. and the one time i actually say how i feel about myself you turn to other people start to just get mad at me for little things. which, fine, i just ignored that because it isn’t worth losing the friendship. but then i say one thing that upsets you, which is genuinely so stupid you ignore me and are rude all of a sudden. i don’t get it. you ignore me for two days then accuse me of talking bad about you. i would never because im just confused how it all went into flames. i thought i could trust you so i didnt even think of you talking bad about me. i then find out that you were talking bad about me all because of the fight idek what fully happened. telling my secrets and stuff. i’m not even mad anymore, im just hurt. the past few days i’ve cried myself to sleep. i know it’s not a like actual break up. but it hurts like one, i thought i found my future maid of honor and it’s just gone.
anyways, holy yap, that’s just my two cents into the world today.
