@floralbutfading
hello to all 33 of you!!
i have been updating nothing else but my poems and i happen to think they are pretty darn good.
my mental health has been far below subpar lately which sucks but hey endless inspiration source.
so yeah, go read and vote on my poems!!!
I went through a massive breakup (together for a year, yikes) recently and despite how upset I am over it, it's spurred a lot of inspiration (don't tell that cheating, lying, sonofabitch that though lmao). One of my summer goals is to write a whole novel-type story and you bet your ass I've already started. This is going to be my best yet and I even have a proofreader (sorta). I'm really excited about this and if my family doesn't make me get a job, it'll definitely be completely up by August!
@floralbutfading MEGA HUGE THANKS FOR THAT BTW all the reads on that Malec thing are CRAZY! Please make sure to read what I just updated on it, it's pretty important. And, as usual, I'm always updating poems because my life is like a goddamn soap opera sometimes and I genuinely hate it. Apologies for this insanely long message, it's just been an insanely long time since I've been up at 2AM drinking tea and writing nonsense.
Oh, and you may have noticed that I keep changing my name on here. I've been bouncing from pseudonym to pseudonym and for now, Emilia Rae sounds about right. Not too far off from my actual name, but far enough so that I won't get recognized for my Malec oneshots from 4 years ago that's somehow chalked up 1.4k reads
Wound up unpublishing the story I've been writing. I just feel like I could somehow do better but I don't know how. It seems like I'm not happy with anything I do lately and I've been so busy what with the holiday season coming up and I'm going on vacation soon and ahh everything's just happening all at once. Anyway, maybe I'll put something up, maybe I'll just stress out some more about it. Not sure yet. I hope all of you are doing better than I am, and just in case I go off the grid, Happy Holidays!
I understand you’re reasoning and I hope you feel better but. I was looking forward to that book. I thought it was good, left me on a cliff hanger there.
Hope ya'll have your post notifications on because I have been struck with inspiration. Check out the first chapter of my (super awesome) new story, Party Foul. It's kind of a thriller/mystery type deal and I'm actually really excited to continue writing it. The title (Party Foul) is kind of stupid and cliche, but it's still in progress so don't be quick to judge. Make sure you give it a read and provide some constructive criticism so I can get better at what I do.
AHHHHH I'M SO SORRY FOR MY INACTIVITY
Last time I posted was August 12th... depressing...
Who would've thought that taking honors classes would take up so much time and effort? I should've put more thought into my social life (which is slowly dissipating) when I chose my classes.
Either way, I'm grounded for tomorrow so I won't have my phone but I'll have this shitty ass laptop the school gave me for the 3 miserable years I'll be there so I might be able to get something done during study hall, granted my boyfriend doesn't decide to annoy me for the whole hour.
Either way, I really want to start writing an actual novel-type story on here, not just something I start and get too lazy and give up on, not fanfiction, not poems. I really want to put some gosh darn effort into my writing because there's no way I'm getting into a good college without a scholarship and writing is about my only talent so what good am I if I can't commit to it?
Anyway, I hope ya'll are having a good day, and I hope ya'll also take a look at whatever I post if/when I do <3
Ya'll my school issued every student laptops and TECHNICALLY we're just supposed to use them for "educational purposes" but I CAN LOG IN WHICH MEANS I'M GONNA BE WRITING AND UPDATING A HELL OF A LOT MORE OFTEN!!! I'm a tad excited if you haven't noticed
i revamped my little collection of poems, so go check them out if you want a glimpse of what’s inside my head
I wish there was somehow a way to see who reads these messages. Anyway, I was really happy for a while and I now realize that I should've updated then, because I'm depressed now. Still, I'm going to try working on another chapter of The Reality Of Being In The Middle because I need to keep my hands busy. Probably to be updated this week.
A lot of drama has been happening lately (no one reads these or even actually cares so I'm not gonna bother getting into it), but I might not be updating The Reality of Being in the Middle for a while. At least not until I manage to get my life sorted out which could be any amount of time from next Tuesday to three years from now (both are doubtful extremes). In the meantime, please read, vote, and comment, and make sure to leave some constructive criticism :)
Hey guys, I know I said I would be updating The Reality of Being in the Middle fairly often, but lately my mental health hasn't been that great. I won't get into it, partially because it's a bit of a messy topic, but also because even I haven't really come to terms with it yet. Hopefully I'll feel better soon enough to get update, but until then just hold tight (that's a joke lol cuz no one reads my stuff). I'm still taking ideas for Malec one shots too so keep 'em comin'.