floret_cadaver

Well, I have decided to take a break from publishing works... I mean I am right here... I am writing g down plots for different stories and all... but yeah... I will see ya in a while... we can still interact tho!

floret_cadaver

 on the greenfloor.
          Full of flowers,
           pretty daisies,
          
          Sat a monster,
          With a Crack
          And a few broken bones.
          
          He said no words
          For he knew~
          That no one believed in monster very few.
          
          Tbc

floret_cadaver

@floret_cadaver 
            
            Cc
            
            People come
            People go~
            They love and they go.
            
            The monster in pain,
            Regretted over his vain,
            For if he would have been careful enough,
            He would have never seen this day.
            
            "He said.. I wish I were never alive to see this day".
            
            He danced in the rain,
            The raindrops hit the floor,
            He sat on the greenfloor,
            Full of dead flowers,
            Torn daisies....
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floret_cadaver

I wish I were dead before seeing this day.. 
          Living today
          Don't ask me what,
          For I won't answer.
          This is not a poem
          So don't expect a rhyme.
          
          I used to suffocate by the mere thought of loosing you ....
          Today  .... I am dead...
          No matter how far I go
          How much time I spend....
          
          There wasn't one moment I didn't suffer..
          Every breath I take feels like a heavy blow to my empty ribs..
          
          The heart you once owned...
          You didn't give it back, did you? 
          
          Your selfish.. you took it..
          Hid it in places no one could reach.
          
          Give it back,
          For I need to breath.
          
          I love you or not, I cant tell
          But don't abandon me here, in the dark void of no-tale
          
          You ruined me 
          But your living worry-free ...
          
          How is that fair?
          ......
          
          
          
          
          F #k you

floret_cadaver

Hello... viewers... just wanted to say... i dont have enough energy... not anymore... i cant even... continue trying...i will perhaps continue my book later... i am just... stressed or... burnt out... i cant sleep anymore... cant think straight... nothing.... its been 5 to 6 months... i am still not over it... i will just hop on 2023 till then.. i hope i might perhaps be able to pull some of my pain out and stuff it in the chapters....

floret_cadaver

I am sorry.... but i think i might not be able to take this nymore... my legs hurt.. my eyes burn... my fingers burn...
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floret_cadaver

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It hurts soo much when your own friends invalidate your past and... support your 4buser... supporting their acts.. why is there nobody for me....??? Why would my own significant other fucking- ......
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