flowerbedfeilds
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hi? feels weird to be back here ( ´-`)
im in college now
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Your theme is so so pretty <3
-natea-
Hi, thanks so much for adding HALAZIA to your reading list.
I truly hope you enjiy it!!
flowerbedfeilds
hello everyone!
first of all, i am so very sorry for this unexplained absence from wattpad. a lot has happened in the past month and i really don't know where to start. i am failing almost every class, and my mental health is going down every day. my irl friends turned out to be mean snakes who only hung out w/ me because of my good grades these years and suddenly i just feel so lost and alone.
a boy in my grade has been dm'ing me day and night with messages i can not share with you all, my mother found out about it ( i didn't tell her 'cause she tends to be hella strict and idk, toxic with me) and she almost disowned me.
i have been ageing weight lately with doesn't seem to please my mother dearest and ever minute she makes me realsie how 'fat' i am becoming and how lazy i am.
i feel a strong need to go to therapy but my parents opposed, saying it's just in my mind.
i am so sorry for being inactive for so long and ranting about my problems here hope you understand i need time to get things together.
love,
adya
viatrixpotter
It's okay you need a break, and those snakes are not your friends. We are with you. If you ever need to get something out of your mind, we are here to listen to you. And about failing grades, don't worry in eight standard, I straight up failed 5 subjects but I didn't let it discourage me, don't let it discourage you too. And try to make some positive friends who would genuinely help you and if we could something to help we will. And about your body , listen you are beautiful as the way you are. Don't let toxic comments get to you and make yourself unhealthy. As long as you are healthy and happy, it doesn't matter.
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alhomoraesthetic
@flowerbedfeilds Hello darling! It is okay that you took a break. I am honestly so sorry that this is happening to you. But I want you to know that we are all here for you and all love you so much gorgeous. You were my first friend on wp and without you, I wouldn't have done so many things. I love you so much. Those bitches who used you are horrible people who cannot see you for your beautiful self. I know exactly what this feels like as this was me a couple of months ago. So, if you ever want to talk about it, I am here for you. In fact we all are. I am so sorry that your mother is like that. Nobody deserves and should be treated like that by their own parents. Listen to me. You are beautiful, just the way you are. Although you might not be the skinniest person, that is a-okay because you don't have to be. You are beautiful and so is your body. The fact that your mum can't see that is so toxic and she is a bitch for it. I love you so much, darling. Never ever forget. Take as much time as you need to sort things out. P.S HE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU BABES
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thriftqueen
@flowerbedfeilds and love, it's ok if you need a break. There is nothing to apologize for. Your physical and mental health should always come first, no matter what. And frankly, you should not take some things into your head. If your mom calls you fat and lazy, try to ignore it. You can also use negative comments as a motivation, and try to prove them wrong. And your parents are not letting you go into therapy? Then make sure you become strong enough to not need therapy, show them that you can overcome your own problems, without any help. And if you need someone to talk to, my dm's are always open. And remember you are beautiful, no matter what everyone says.
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alhomoraesthetic
HEY LOVE
alhomoraesthetic
oh darling.it is okay, i am failing math too. please don't end your life love.i will actually cry if you do.you are one of best friends and the first friend i made on wattpad, even though we don't talk much anymore.you are such a kind and caring person, who would be missed by more than me
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flowerbedfeilds
@alhomoraesthetic im failing math and science and i want to end life ffs but other than that great :'(
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flowerbedfeilds
˗ˏˋ✩‧₊˚ new username alert !!
desidarlings to flowerbedfeilds
flowerbedfeilds
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drop down some characters you would like to see in my oneshots !!
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i'm so fucking pissed, i get all these bomb story ideas, I start drafting them, i lose interest and ghost wattpad for a while. it's going on a loop. i have decided instead of writing full stories, I will start a one-shot book as it's more effortless and fun to write.
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@desidarlings bellatrix, regulus, young sirius, minnie and the marauders fun moments, draco and one on belladolphus if you can :)
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alhomoraesthetic
LOVE!! I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO YOU IN YONKS!! HOW ARE YOU
alhomoraesthetic
{@desidarlings} OH NO! THAT'S NOT GOOD! I ABSOLUETY HATE ASSIGNMENTS! If you need to out, then do what's best for you love
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flowerbedfeilds
[ @alhomoraesthetic ] on a side note, my bday is coming soon omfg! kinda nervous and happy at the same time lol
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browngirlie
updated my account !!
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OMG YAY, I LOVE YOUR ACCOUNT