flowerchildofsun

Hi, I don't really know if anybody will read this, and if someone is reading this right now, I wish you a good day stranger and thank you for reading thus far. 
          	I'm pretty much burnout. Although I have a lot of material, since I've been writing for 5 or 6 now, I can never finish what I start. Believe me, nothing is more important to me than my poetry, it's the only thing that made me feel, like I knew what I was doing. It has been my way of communicating with close ones, because I'm rather better in expressing my feelings while writing a poem than talking. But now I'm burnout from work, living somewhere where I feel like I'm stuck until I can move on, pretty much excluded from my family and friends..at this moment it's just hard to find motivation, and I can't tell anybody, because I'm alone. 
          	I though I could write over on Poetizer..but that app is gone too, not that it was taken down, but everything has to be paid there, even if you just want to rewrite your story, it wont let you even see it until you pay :/ thankfully I wrote every poem down in many notes. 
          	I dont know why I'm even writing this here, I don't really know if anybody will read this and yes, my English is not as good as it used to be.. out of practice :) but if someone has read this far, thank you, just the thought, that you cared enough to read through this word soup means a lot. Incase you're going through something (doesn't have to be similar) I give a tip of a hat to you, fellow writer. Stay strong. I know I'm trying ♡

strawberry_kerosene

@flowerchildofsun Hey I used to use poetizer too! I understand what writer's block is like. I lost a lot of my work unfortunately when they switched the app to “you have to pay for it.“ If I paid for it I could get all my drafts back. But it's unfair that you have to pay to read your own drafts.
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flowerchildofsun

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@ flowerchildofsun  5 or 6 YEARS dumbass**
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flowerchildofsun

Hi, I don't really know if anybody will read this, and if someone is reading this right now, I wish you a good day stranger and thank you for reading thus far. 
          I'm pretty much burnout. Although I have a lot of material, since I've been writing for 5 or 6 now, I can never finish what I start. Believe me, nothing is more important to me than my poetry, it's the only thing that made me feel, like I knew what I was doing. It has been my way of communicating with close ones, because I'm rather better in expressing my feelings while writing a poem than talking. But now I'm burnout from work, living somewhere where I feel like I'm stuck until I can move on, pretty much excluded from my family and friends..at this moment it's just hard to find motivation, and I can't tell anybody, because I'm alone. 
          I though I could write over on Poetizer..but that app is gone too, not that it was taken down, but everything has to be paid there, even if you just want to rewrite your story, it wont let you even see it until you pay :/ thankfully I wrote every poem down in many notes. 
          I dont know why I'm even writing this here, I don't really know if anybody will read this and yes, my English is not as good as it used to be.. out of practice :) but if someone has read this far, thank you, just the thought, that you cared enough to read through this word soup means a lot. Incase you're going through something (doesn't have to be similar) I give a tip of a hat to you, fellow writer. Stay strong. I know I'm trying ♡

strawberry_kerosene

@flowerchildofsun Hey I used to use poetizer too! I understand what writer's block is like. I lost a lot of my work unfortunately when they switched the app to “you have to pay for it.“ If I paid for it I could get all my drafts back. But it's unfair that you have to pay to read your own drafts.
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flowerchildofsun

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@ flowerchildofsun  5 or 6 YEARS dumbass**
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flowerchildofsun

New fresh beginning. 
          Lately I've been feeling less like myself, doing things I just don't enjoy and crying for no reason.
          This book might help me, I can again share my poetry and open up here. Everyday a poem will come out, that way I dont have to be stressed about uploading 4 poems a day to keep up attention. I've stopped enjoying writing books because I've caught myself caring more about the upvotes than the book itself. 
          Now I want to care about my poetry. That's all. Hope you find it useful and if anybody has been feeling gloomy as me, dont worry, we will get better one day, a step at a time ♡
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/323994562

eironia

 the words will never lose their shine. even when the ink has long dried on parchment. or paper. even when the waves lapped hungrily across the golden sands. even when your fingers stopped tracing the curves of the alphabet in the stars. even when the quiet words failed to resound your way. even when one forgets to reach out. or seemingly so. i am here. will always be here. i remember you. and i think of you always. in the brightest of all the lights i can and will see. you are loved and known and remembered. one day very soon i will savor your words again. please be safe. i love you. x

flowerchildofsun

@ celecia_  thank you for such beautiful words, you always leave me mesmerized by your poetic take on things ♡ :) you are also loved, don't forget that and be safe♡
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